Chapter 35
Lee Minho's POV:
"But when you were drowning in pain quite literally, I saw your face and you looked hurt. I'll never put you through that pain and I'll always love you", I confessed.
"That's really sweet", he muttered, as his cheeks heated and eyes watered.
"Are you going to cry?", I asked.
"No", he laughed as his eyes glistened.
"Because I'm going to kiss your tears away", I whispered, as I kissed his wet eyes.
"That's so corny", he muttered.
"I know our relationship is gonna get complicated as both of us are idols but...I want you to know that I love you a lot. I won't tell the world that we're dating if you don't want to. But I'll flirt with you at Inkigayo, get jealous of everyone near you, and kiss you senseless backstage", I promised.
The mood switched back from depressing to playful over the very first set in the field and the car. Wan sang the lyrics as everyone's face was flashed before a bright light.
Wan:
We are the lovesick boys
We are the lovesick boys
The last chorus began as it was at the bright yellow portable set. The four of them were just goofing around and singing the lyrics together. It was playful and fun but it had a deeper meaning to it as in love may hurt but it's worth chasing after in the end. I blushed as Hajun was wearing the shirt with my face on it, the one from Christmas.
Hajun, Wan, Tae:
Baby, 날 터질 것처럼 안아줘
그만 생각해, 뭐가 그리 어려워
거짓말처럼 키스해줘 내가 너에게
마지막 사랑인 것처럼
마지막처럼 (Yeah) 마-마-마지막처럼 (Yeah) (Lovesick boys) 모두 결국 떠나가고
마지막 밤인 것처럼 love (Lovesick boys) 내 눈물이 무뎌져도
마지막처럼 (Yeah) 마-마-마지막처럼 (Yeah) (Lovesick boys) 아프고 또 아파도
내일 따윈 없는 것처럼 love (Lovesick boys)
But we're still looking for love
"That song was so emotional", said Jisung, as we all began leaving.
"Yeah, it was. But it was also tons of fun", said Hajun, as he held my hand.
"It was and watching you smile was even better", I whispered as I leaned down and kissed him.
"Ewww, they're being cute again", groaned Wan.
"Hey, he's mine and I can be cute with him all the time", I grinned as Hajun blushed.
The next month was a pain, as I was exhausted and tired. STRAYKIDS had been releasing a lot of albums and WHITEBLUE was doing a new comeback. So that meant that we rarely had any time to see our boyfriends or our friends. I missed Hajun so much I would give anything just to cuddle with him in bed and hug him tightly. The other members made it obvious that they missed their boyfriends too. RapperRACHA was free but VocalRACHA felt the pain. Chan was having trouble functioning without Jihoon, Seungmin had been more quiet recently and Jeongin had been less energetic and had been sleeping early. I video called Hajun every day but I still missed him and everything we did together. STRAYKIDS was in the practice room as JYP had assigned us to have another comeback in case the original one didn't go as planned. My members and I were seated on the floor thinking about which topic to do. We were having a bit of trouble as everyone was on different mood swings.
"3RACHA needs help with song ideas and a bit of lyric writing. We need a topic and then we'll think about songs", announced Chan.
Everyone began thinking about topics as my mind wandered to Hajun. His soft black hair was so light and fluffy. I could easily run my hands through it. His eyes were doe like and his nose was adorable. His lips were soft and pink and always left me wanting more. His abs and chest were so muscular that it shows he puts in the effort. His waist is not skinny but not big, it's simply perfect.
"You guys look like you really miss your boyfriends", said Hyunjin.
"No, we don't", I said quickly.
"You just let out a sigh, thinking about Hajun", said Changbin. "Haven't you?".
"Okay", I muttered.
"The four of us will continue this. How about you guys go and meet up?", suggested Felix.
No one wasted time running to grab their car keys. I was excited to go see my boyfriend and surprise him. I entered the house as a fresh smell took over the house. It smelled like Hajun and I've missed this place. I looked at the counter as I saw there was a note. It read 'Gone for the weekend, Appa, Eomma, Minjun, Haeun. Enjoy yourselves ;)'. I blushed but I quickly began grinning as I looked for my boyfriend.
I entered our bedroom as the sight in front of me made me blush bright red. Hajun was laying on the bed in just tight blue boxers. His abs and chest were on display as the fabric clung to his thighs tightly. I gulped as he had a lollipop in his mouth and a rose between his teeth. I felt my cheeks redden and a wave of heat run down my body. "Hey kitty", he grinned.
"How'd you know I was coming back?", I stuttered as he took the rose out of his mouth and tossed it onto the bed closer to me.
"Felix called and told all four of us to get ready", smirked Hajun, as he looked so hot. I gulped as I watched his tongue swirl around the lollipop, immediately making my thoughts dirty.
"Y-yea", I blushed, as I couldn't let my eyes go anywhere.
"Come here and make your kitten purr".
ВЫ ЧИТАЕТЕ
잊지 못해 / Can't Forget
Разное"I....a month", I muttered, as I looked away. Everyone continued the cheering as I just wanted to hide. "Hajun ah, I got what I want. It's just that you need to come get yours", he whispered, as I melted to his voice.
