Suga: I Need You {part 1}

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I Need You:

*Second person pov*

Countless hours on end of work. Yoongi was never home and when he was, he was distant. You knew he needed space but, enough was enough.

"Yoongi, can we talk?"

"Not right now (Y/N)-ssi. I'm working." Slowly each day he started becoming just polite. Not loving, just distant. You were no longer Jagi/Jagiya to him... You're not sure what you did to deserve it.

"Oh okay." Depressively you left the room, then deciding to head out for a bit. It's not like he'll notice you left.

All you wanted was to feel loved. Be cuddled and have physical contact. That can't be too much to ask for...

Taking out your phone, you texted your friend Woojin asking him to meet you for coffee. You consider him a brother but you know he looks at you more than that. Being around him always makes you smile, you feel happy whereas Yoongi just causes you pain.

You were thinking of leaving Yoongi, but not for Woojin. For yourself. Maybe you'd be able to go on a track and find yourself once again. Woojin is almost helping that process, showing you can still have fun and not be held down by your neglectful boyfriend.

"Hey!" Woojin sat down across from you.

"Hi, sorry if I disturbed you."

"It's fine. Left alone again?"

"Basically. He hasn't called me Jagi in almost a month..." You sighed,

"Look (Y/N). It's so obvious how much you love him, but you need to think about yourself."

"What do you mean?"

"I don't want to watch you get hurt. It's obvious he doesn't treasure what he has, or see how lucky he is."

"Woojin... What do I do?"

"Talk to him. See where it goes."

"He doesn't even have time to talk."

"Make him have time, or else leave him."

You smiled, "thank you."

"Remember I'm here if you need me." And that statement he made was true. He's always been there for you, even when Yoongi wasn't.

Maybe you just don't know what to feel anymore.

***

"Hey..." A soft familiar voice sounded next to you, "you said it was serious..."

"I'm glad to see you finally have time to talk." You stared off into the park unable to share eye contact with the man next to you.

"I'm sorry. It's just that I'm busy."

"I know."

"So what's up?"

"Yoongi. I've had enough, I'm leaving." You said confidently with your mind made.

"What?"

"I'm gonna make it easy on you and leave. Your mind is obviously stuck on work, I just get in the way." You gave him a sad smile, "it's for the best."

"Wait." Yoongi's hand grabbed your arm, "I'll see if I can take a few days off. W-we can work this out, just don't go." His voice sounded desperate,

"I'm doing this for myself, I-I can't handle how you've treated me. And you can't just all of a sudden care when I try to leave."

"(Y/N) I love you."

Your eyes began to water, "maybe you should've said that sooner."

"Please don't go." He pleaded as he stood up.

"I'm sorry."

-six months later-

'I need you girl'

Blasted through the radio, your breath hitched. Why would he sing something like this when it was all his fault. Does he feel regret? It had months since you even associated yourself with the whole band. Not like you wanted to listen to the song.

No matter what, you can't stop thinking about him.

"You good?" Woojin put his hand on your back. All you could do was nod, "thinking of him?" You nodded again, "don't kick yourself over and over."

"Should I have heard him out?"

"You did what you had to do. Now let it go, please."

"I know... I'm gonna go for a walk."

"Okay."

Making your way outside you walked around the neighborhood. Finally you came to a bridge, the water running underneath loudly.

Sighing you rested your elbows on the side watching the water flow. It was calm.

What would it have been like if you didn't leave him? Would it have been better or worse?

Yes, things were nice for awhile (as heartbroken as you were), but soon it got too much. You wanted to feel his arms around you again.

You missed him. You needed him.

But it was too late now.

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