Traumatized ~Phan (One Shot)

Traumatized ~Phan

The release of warm liquid in his mouth made Dan heave, he tried to pull away but Brian wouldn’t let him, Dan reluctantly swallowed up the mess and held Brian in his mouth a little longer until he finally pulled out. Dan couldn’t help but to cry again, his body shook in distress no matter how hard he tried to stay calm. Brians lips burnt against Dan, he cringed but didn’t bother to protest, the damage had already been done, Dan stayed laying still, not making a sound as he waited for Brian to leave.

 Brian held onto Dan a bit more, as he left little kisses, Brian suddenly whipped Dans tears away, “Shh don’t cry everything’s going to be okay” Brian said knowing he had been more rough the usual, “remember this stays between us” Brian said as he walked over grabbing his boxers and putting them on along with his pajama pants. Brian slowly grabbed Dans and sat down next to him as he put on Dans boxers slowly as he did the same with the pajama bottoms. Brian kissed Dan once more “You know I love you right?” Brian questioned as he got ready to leave the room.

Dan sniffed and concentrated on breathing evenly and stopping the tears, he nodded to let Brian know that he was listening. Dan let Brian pull his boxers and pajama bottoms back onto his aching body, feeling to tired to tell him that it was okay and that he could manage himself. “Hmhm” Dan mumbled to answer the question, he watched Brian stand up and shuffle across the room, taking the opportunity to fall back into his bed and curl up into a ball, clinging onto the pillow and crying into it.

Brian left the room quietly so he wouldn’t wake up Phil he quietly laid in bed feeling relieved, as he let himself fall into a deep and peaceful sleep. Phil woke up the next morning still with his head phones in, Phil sighed as he got up pulling the head phoned out of his ears. He slowly got up walking into the kitchen to see his uncle cooking breakfast Phil sat on the couch watching television waiting for Dan to wake up.

Dan hadn’t been able to sleep that night, he stayed awake staring at the wall opposite him, clutching onto his pillow as the room gradually got lighter as the hours past, the sun shining in through his partly open curtains; He sighed and got up, going over to the window and pulling the curtains closed properly so his room was dark, he went back over to his bed and sat down, leaning against the headboard and staying upright this time rather than laying down again, its not like he was going to get any sleep anyway.

 After about a few minutes Phil heard Brian call for breakfast, Phil bit his lip seeing Dan wasn’t up yet. Phil decided he would go see if he wanted anything to eat, Phil jumped slightly as he ran into his uncle, He looked up, “Sorry..I’m just going to see if Dan was up” Phil whispered as he continued to walk but to feel his uncle pull him back he was confused he pulled back from his uncles grip, “Whats your problem?” Phil yelled not really meaning to he was just caught off guard, Brian just stared at him feeling a bit jealous over come him, he didn’t mean to he slapped Phil sending him to the ground “I’ll go” Brian spat, Phil was over come by fear he had never seen his uncle this way before, Phil got up still slightly confused as he walked after Brian.

Dan heard Phil shouting which shocked him a little, Phil never raised his voice or got into any confrontation, not with friends, family, nobody!; He wanted to get up and make sure that everything was alright but his body ached too much to leave his room just yet, Phil would notice that something was wrong and he’d have to think of some excuse as to why he looked so tired and ill. “Brian is probably just winding Phil up, its nothing, he wouldn’t hurt Phil” Dan muttered to himself, trying to stay as positive as he could.

Phil grabbed his uncles arm, trying to see what set him off “What was that for” Phil yelled still feeling his face sting from the slap, Brian turned to meet Phil dead in the eyes “I said I will go check up on him, now go and eat” Brian said in a harsh tone, Phil felt himself get mad he knew this was his house and he wasn’t going to let Brian tell him what to do in his own house, “This is my house, you cant tell me to shit” Phil spat seeing the anger in Brian’s eyes, Phil stepped back slightly, Brian couldn’t control himself any longer he knew Phil liked Dan and he wanted Dan to himself Brian clinched his hand into a fist as he punched him any where he could mutable times sending him to the ground once more as Brian kicked Phil in the stomach leaving him there whimpering in pain, he walked to Dans room still jealousy boiled over him.