if only was enough

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we were a story 
never meant for pages— 
whispers in shadows, 
a love wrapped in silence. 

he told me, 
"you are the love of my life," 
and it hurt more than it healed— 
because even truth, 
when it has no future, 
feels like a lie. 

we made promises 
like children building castles 
on the edge of waves— 
knowing the sea 
would always come. 

i counted the stars 
on nights we weren’t allowed to exist, 
praying the sky 
could hold what the world couldn’t. 

he said, 
"maybe in another life." 
but i was alive now. 
and so was he. 
and we still weren't allowed 
to be real. 

what do you call love 
that dares to bloom 
in a place that rips it from the root? 

you call it forbidden. 
you call it fate. 
i call it mine. 
and then i let it go.

                                                                  ~nishii

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