Far From The Same ~Joshua Hong~

Chapter 4

She walked over to her bathroom and took a quick shower. After she was done, she put on silk pajamas and did her skin care routine. As she walked out of the bathroom, she stopped, eyes widening. Joong-Ki sat on her bed, his eyes glazed over, looking at her in a hungry way. He had drank more.

"Joong-Ki? Did you need something?"

He stood up and walked over to her. He glared down at her. "Yes. I do. I need you."

He grabbed her by the shoulders and dragged her to the bed, pushing her onto her back. Her eyes widened in fear. This wasn't going to be good. His knees lowered onto the bed as he crawled over her. Her hands tightly grabbed the comforter.

"I need to claim what's mine. You are mine. Forever."

With one hand, he grabbed her wrists, pinning then above her head. He leaned back, pinning her legs down so she couldn't move. With his free hand, he gently caressed down her face, then made his way down her neck and to her chest, stopping at the first button of her top.

"Joong-Ki. Please. Don't do this." She whispered, her body trembling.

"Your body is saying otherwise. It's been a while, Jin-ah."

He let go of her wrists, grabbed her top, and then ripped it apart. Then he quickly moved his way to the bottoms, all while she yelled, and tried to push and squirm away. But he was too strong.

Slap!

Jin-ah froze, the side of her face burning. She was flipped her onto her stomach, her head being pushed into her pillow. She screamed when he pushed into her, his hand pushing her head down. She twisted her head to the side, tears falling on the sheets.

She let him have his way with her praying for this to end soon.  She knew she was going to have bruises on her hips and wrists from his tight grip. She sighed in relief when she felt him slide out and get off from the bed. She laid there, motionless, vulnerable. She could hear him zipping his pants up.

"Clean yourself up. I'm going out for the night.  Won't be home till tomorrow afternoon. Don't do anything stupid, or else."

She sniffled, listening to him leave her room and shutting the door. She slowly turned onto her back, wincing in pain. She laid there, listening. Joong-Ki had just shut his bedroom door and was now walking out the front door. He slammed that one. She listened to his car, turning on and then pulling out of the driveway. That's when she sat up, tears falling from her eyes.

She hated this. She hated him. There were times when she wanted to run away, but she knew that would hurt her friends. She didn't know what to do. She was going to have a panic attack. She grabbed her phone and went to her contacts.

Jeonghan was out. She wouldn't dare call him. Telling him that Joong-Ki forced himself on her would be bad. Seungcheol would help Jeonghan kill Joong-Ki. Mingyu and Jungmin were out of the question, too. So that left Joshua.

Her hands shook as she pressed his contact, the screen lighting up. She placed the phone to her ears and waited.

"Jin-ah?"

"Joshua? I need you."

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Joshua was out on a date, courtesy of Seungcheol. Dambi was her name. Nice gal, but she wasn't into men. So it made the date a little better. He noticed she kept eyeing a woman behind them at the bar, which he didn't mind. He was thinking of Jin-ah.

"So, who's the girl you're thinking of?" Dambi asked, resting her chin on the palm of her hand.

He chuckled. "Someone that I can't be with right now. Jin-ah. I loved her for a while. But an ex-friend of mine stepped in, and they are together now."