Chapter 15 - Three Tests

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Sorry about the huge time skip again ugh

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February 20, 2013

I was fiddling around with my charm bracelet that I got from Calum for my seventeenth birthday two weeks ago. I played with the different charms on it as I sat on my bed, waiting for my phone to go off. I didn't want to wait much longer. I laid back onto the bed, still jingling my bracelet.

As my phone went off, it startled me, causing me to jump up off of the bed. I fell onto the floor, being my clumsy self. Calum came rushing into my room.

"Babe.." He reached his hand out to me to help me up, "what happened!?"

"My phone went off, and it startled me."

"Oh. You're alright, though?"

"I'm fine."

"Okay. I love you," he smiled and kissed my forehead.

"I love you," I mumbled as he walked out.

Why was he so sweet? I didn't want to do this to him. I hoped he wouldn't get mad. Of course he wouldn't get mad, he was way too good of a boyfriend to yell at me for this. It was mostly his fault, anyways.

I wasn't sure yet. That's why my phone went off. I quit playing with my bracelet so I could go into my bathroom.

I looked down at the three tests, pregnancy tests, lying on the sink counter. I looked at them one by one, seeing the results.

Pregnancy test #1: Positive

Shit.

Pregnancy test #2: Positive

Fuck..

Pregnancy test #3: Positive

Dammit!

I was pregnant. I didn't know what to do. Calum was leaving for tour tomorrow. What should I do? Tell him? I didn't want to tell him right before he went on tour, but I didn't want to not tell him and have him think I was trying to hide it from him.

I wrapped the pregnancy tests in toilet paper, then threw them away so nobody would see them lying in the bin. I began to walk out from the bathroom and back into my bedroom. I began to pace, thinking, not knowing whether to tell him or not.

I decided not to. I didn't want to worry him right before he goes on tour. I would have to tell him sooner or later, though.

I walked down the stairs of my house towards the living room, where Calum was sitting, watching tv. I sat down next to him and smiled at him.

"Hey babe," he smiled at me, putting his arm around me.

"Hey Cal," I said back.

"I'm going to miss times like these, just sitting next to you."

"Me too," I frowned, thinking of how after tomorrow, I wouldn't have anyone to sleep next to. I won't have anyone to walk with in the hallways in school. I wouldn't have anyone with me through the pregnancy.

I was thinking about not telling my parents either. They will be super mad. They have always told me not to have sex before marriage. Plus, they told me if I did, that I should use protection when I did. We didn't. That's why I got pregnant. I don't know how mad they'll get. They could kick me out for all I know. I don't want that to happen. I won't have anywhere to go. Even if Joy and David would be willing to take me in, it would be weird to live there without Calum. I think it would be best just to wait to tell them.

"Ror?" Calum looked at me, waving his hand in front of my face.

"What?" I was snapped out of thinking.

"I asked you if you were really okay with me going on tour? You seem really sad when we talk about it."

"It's completely fine, Cal. I'll miss you, that's all."

"Okay. I just don't want you to be completely crushed."

"I'm not. I'll still be able to talk to you and see you."

"Yeah. We have breaks in between some shows. I won't be gone for more than two and a half months at a time."

"That doesn't seem like too long..."

"But it will be really long when I don't have you."

"Awe, Calum..."

"I love you, baby."

"I love you too."

For the rest of the evening, we just cuddled on the couch, enjoying each other's company.

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The next morning, I woke up very early. Calum had slept at his house last night so he could just leave for the airport along with his parents from there. I didn't want to let go of Calum..

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I'm not gonna rant like I did when I updated the Michael fanfic, but let me tell you, I'm fed up with all of this shit from Ashton dating Bryana, Calum's picture with that girl, and about Louis confirming he's going to be a dad. Also, the She's Kinda Hot video is kinda hot😉. No? Ok..

If you want to see me rant, go over and read the Authors Note of chapter 18 of "Long Lost Sister - A Michael Clifford Fanfiction". If you disagree or agree, let me know in the comments on this chapter or that chapter!

-Lizzie:)

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