My eyes were burning and my chest felt heavy as if it were filled with lead. My crying was both ferocious and noisy. I blinked away my tears from my bloodshot eyes, my thick lashes stuck together in clumps as if I'd been swimming.
My tears made wet tracks down my face and dripped from my stubbled, wobbling chin. I could no longer see clearly.
I have been sitting here in this quite hospital for nearly 2 or 3 hours. The doctors were still working on him. Him being my boyfriend Thomas Sangster, his parents were beside me crying and cradling each other.
I miss my Tommy! He has gotten in a car accident as he was driving to our home. That's when I got the call, the worst call of my life. They told me everything and I came here straight away.
We have been together for 2 years and 4 months. He was the nicest sweetest caring amazing boyfriend he truly loved me and I felt the exact same. We were inseparable.
I heard footsteps and I snapped my head up to see the doctor that was working on Thomas. His name was Dr. Ash. We have known each other for a few years because one of his patients was my mum.
I run up to him with Thomas's parents and sisters right behind me. We were all holding our breath waiting to see what his condition was. "We were able to stabilise him, he is going to live and he will be able to leave tomorrow but there is one slight problem," he states looking sympathetic.
My heart beat stopped beating as fast and I could finally breath knowing that he was okay and he was going to live. I broke out in tears of happiness and so did the rest of the family.
Thomas's Dad soon replies to the doctor. " Thank you so much doctor what is the problem with our son?!" he says anxiously. That grabs everyone's attention.
The doctor sighed and looked at us with sad eyes. " He suffered some head trama so from what we could see he may have some memory issues. So far we can't tell how bad it is. We don't know if it's something small like forgetting your old high school or if it's like forgetting your name or family." He says trying to keep his voice steady.
My heart broke for the millionth time that night. I broke it sobs again and Ava, Thomas's sister pulled me into hug and then his parents joined. I don't know if I should be happy for him being okay or sad because he may not remember one of us or all of us.
I was feeling a mixture of emotions and I let my tears all out. The doctor said he isn't awake yet but we can see him. We all walk in and I see that my eyes are red and puffy and so us everyone's else's.
My eyes land on the love of my life, Thomas. He had a black eye and a few cuts and bruises here and there but he had a bandage wrapped around his forehead.
I ran up to him and hugged his unconscious body. I shifted away from him so his family could see him and have their moment. I hold my hand up to my mouth and decided to call my best friend and tell her wants going on.
All I've been doing is crying and thinking about Thomas so I didn't even think of calling her. The phone rings a few times until I hear her groggy voice on the other end of the line.
I obviously just woke her up considering it was 2:11 in the morning. I sniff and start crying all over again. I can just imagine the Becca , my best friend is now fully awake because she knows somethings wrong.
"What happen Scarlet? Is everything OK? " She says with worry clear in her voice. I didn't trust my voice with speaking and I knew I couldn't get a lot of words out. "Bass hospital it's T-t-thomas!"
I hear her says she is on her way and I hung up and slide the phone out of my sweaty hands and onto the floor. The doctor said he would be awake in about 10- 15 minutes but to be expecting the worst with his memory loss.
I pick myself up and try to focus on my breathing. Becca only lives about 5 minutes away from the hospital so she will be here soon. I slowly walk over to Thomas and sit down on the chair and grab his once warm hand.
"Thomas you have to come back to us, to your family, to me, I need you we all do. I bloody love you so so much Tommy.." I choke on my words and I couldn't get anything else out of my mouth.
I wobble out if Thomas's room just in time to see Becca running in through the hospital doors. She sees me and she full on sprints over to me and I fall down to the ground and she grabs me and gives me a massive bear hug.
I let out loud sobs probably gaining a few eyes on us but I couldn't care at the moment. We pull apart and she looks at me dead in the eyes and tells me to tell her what happened with Thomas.
I explain everything to her and what the doctors said about him and she and Thomas were friends as well so she was in tears as well.
We stood up and Becca wanted to see him so we walked back into his room and everyone was sitting against the wall wither on the floor or on a chair silently staring at Thomas.
There is a seat next to him on both sides and Becca and I sit on either side of him. I grab his hand again and I cry with my head hanging low. After about another 10 dreadful minutes I feel his hand shake and tense up then a mumble and a groan.
I quickly raise my head and see Thomas waking up. My eyes light up and everyone stands up and crowds him. He has his eyes closed and he roses his hand to his forehead and groans in pain then wince.
He slowly opens his eyes and his parents and sister pull him into hugs then it was my turn. I was crying with happiness. I pull him into a tight hug but still being careful off his cuts and bruises.
He tenses up as soon as I touch him and I pull away while giving him a confused look. His clears his throat and starts to speak while looking at me.
"W-w-who are you?!" he says his voice groggy and in need of answers. That's when my world fell apart.
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When Thomas Sangster wakes from a coma following a car accident he has no memory at all of the last few years of his life nor of his loving girlfriend of 2 year Scarlet. Thomas remembers nothing about him and his girlfriend's relationship. Can Scarl...