Love In The Loop (Jax x Reader) [SLOW UPDATES]

💜17:Body Swap💜

Y/N: "I can't even describe the ANGER I feel towards myself right now."

Gangle: "Anger..?"

Y/N had been coming to Gangle for advice ever since their arrival in the wacky circus, even after what happened at Spudsy's. They trusted the mask with ribbons for a body, and she trusted them.

Y/N sat up on the bed, gaping over at Gangle as if she was their only hope.

Y/N: "I don't get it. I'm supposed to hate Jax, not slow dance with him! God's sake, I feel nauseous."

Gangle sat herself next to the stressed individual who held their head in one of their hands, shaking their head repeatedly.

Gangle: "Maybe it's just the wackiness messing with your head. Or...your constant stressing that I keep getting piled on me is making you feel sick. So I think—"

Gangle gently placed the sheets on top of Y/N's shivering body as they still held their head in their hands, tucking them in.

Gangle: "—getting some rest would help you to calm down."

Y/N: "How can I calm down when I have all this to think about!?"

To be more specific, 'this' was the feelings that Y/N would feel whenever Jax even breathes, and also..

t̵̛̙̰̲̄̈̾̑́̉͆̎̊̌̊̂̓͊̚͝h̴̛̰͖̤̲̫̅̔͗̿e̸͖͈̪̗͇͍̜͌̄̂͆͑͑͒̌͐͆͝͝͠ ̷̡͇̜̼̤̩̫͈͑f̴̡̢̛͎͍̠̻̳͖͙̟̰̲̙̼̗͍͖̩́́̓̈͛̇͗̐̅͒̇̌̈̚͝͝ē̴͙͙̦̞̻͙̘̃̋̉̉̽̂̐͠â̷̛̫͇̹͖̯̟̟̋͑͑̀̑̈́̈́̑̉̂͘͠ŗ̴̗̗̠̘͓͈̪̬̌̑̔̎̾̄͐̅̋͐̈́͜ ̵̢̡̢̣̱̹̱̟̙̙͖͓̳͙͛̇̄̽͠ǫ̴̯͎̲̭͍̩̲͚͆͑͗̏̈́͝ͅf̴̡̞͈̟͔̮͕̮̲̝̣̔ ̸̢̧̭̩͇̮̼̺̙͖͍̰́͜n̷̨͙͉̺̝͋̀̾̇̾͆̑̉̀͠͠ë̷͇͔͇̳̘̻̤̙͓͗̑͜v̷̡̨̡͉̬̥̬͙̥̞̳̭̥͒͋̈́̈́̈́͛̏͑̂̋̔̈́́̊̚̚͝ë̸͙̳͉̞̱̗̫́̽͊̂̈́͝͠ͅr̴̨̼͉̱̜̗̣̥̣̻̣̳͇̭̯͚̠̜̓͊̀̄́̀̍̋̽͒̈́̃̀̓͒̚̕͜͝ ̵͓̜̫̩͕̈͊͛̽͊͑̕͘l̴̛̳̼͍̝̖̖̞̥͊̃̅̉̈̎̏̄̽̾̊̚̚͜͝ë̶̲̼̭̪́̈́͋́̍̈̏̍̐̃̅̑͑̌̈́̑͜͠a̸̢̢̝̮̙̺͎͚̳͎̮̅́́̏̆̋͂̊͆̈̕̚̕͝v̸̱̜̰̤̆͆̾̉̑́͑͛̚͝ḯ̵̡͙̦͔̹̺̟̈̑͂͂́̍͌̚n̵͕̯͉͌̅̃̆͊̂̕͜͝ģ̷̨̛̼͈͎͕͇͇̖͈̝̏͆̎̈̋͗̇̾́͠͝...̷̧͈̫̼̘̥͙̩̯̦̱̰̝̊̒̅͜

(The fear of never leaving...)

Gangle: "Just try to sleep? You're gonna need it."

Y/N let out an irritated exhale, before shutting their eyes and burying themselves under the sheets of their bed.

———..••🤍••..———

Caine: "Well, Jax, after the information I have just gathered from this session, I have no idea what is wrong with you!!"

Jax slightly sat up in the therapy bed, his ears twitched nervously.

Jax: "Well that's...cool... Can I go now..?"

With a flick of Caine's fingers, Jax suddenly appeared back in his room. Letting out an exasperated exhale, Jax flopped onto his bed, immediately shutting his eyes and drifting off.