Reputation's Perspective
Another long fucking day at the studio, ive been trying my best to release this album as soon as i possibly could, but i know that by doing all this, it didn't just affect me, it affected lover too.
Ive came home grumpy, ignorant, snappy and ive just been a total bitch to lover. Ive been neglecting her and i havent spent anytime with her for weeks. I havent been going to bed with her at night and when she woke up i was already gone.
Today was one of the very few days i got to go back to my house early after work.
I pulled up in the driveway and shut off the engine. I took a deep breathe in, and out.
Lover was the love of my life, but maybe she'd be..angry, at me.
I walked in and i was welcomed by a delicious smell wafting about and i could hear singing from afar, must've been lover, i could tell by the angelic and soft voice
I walked in more and the sound of her singing became clearer. She was singing one of my songs.
"My baby's fly like jet stream, high above the whole scene, loves me like im brand neww"
The song i wrote for her.
I walked closer to the source of the sound and i was lead to the doorway of the kitchen.
There she was. My girl. She had her hair up in a messy bun, in one of my shirts and her little pink shorts that made me blush
She was wiping down the counter, waiting for her heart shaped cookies to bake, she was singing and smiling and twirling around with benjamin just staring at her
"I'm laughin' with my lover, makin' forts under covers- HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN STANDING THERE" she yelped when she saw me, clearly flushed with embarrassment
I just smiled at her and she ran up to be and gave me a huge bear hug
"im so happy you're back early today" she nuzzled her face into my neck and i could smell her perfume
"Im happy to be back here too my love" i combed through her hair with my fingers
I pulled back so i could have a good look at her
"Im so sorry ive been neglecting you so much recently love" i cupped her cheek and wiped her tears away
"dont cry" i furrowed my brows at her puffy eyes
"Sorry" she chuckled tearfully "im just really happy"
I pulled her into a soft kiss but i couldnt help but smile in the middle of it and she did too
I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her closer to me, if it were up to me we would be merged into one. She was really my all.
I placed my hands under her thighs and lifted her up onto the counter as she giggled
Whenever i heard the sound of her giggles everything melts away. Including my heart. It wasnt a feeling i could explain, like butterflies in my stomach but more.
I looked up at her ocean blue eyes, looking in mine and felt like i was going to sink and drown right then and there cause i am completely wrapped around her finger.
"hi" she smiled gently at me
"hi baby" i chuckled and held her waist with both hands
"i love you, just so ya know" she said
"i love you too." I replied
"im so happy i get to come home to you every single day of my life." I told her, face blushing and everything
She looked down and smiled at me
"You are my home Reppy."
Why did i write this as the most single person ever.....dotdotdot....anyways hope u guys enjoyed see you in 727362827 days
