Cris and I walked back into the party area as soon as I was cleaned up. He had his hand on my hip as we walked together and I knew he was nervous by the way he bit his lip. "What's wrong now, Cris?" I asked quietly and he peaked up at me with a small smile.
"My ma and pops don't know I've fucked boys before and um like them more than girls," he mumbled. "Its not that I don't want to be seen with you-"
I pulled away from him and sighed. "I get it," I said slowly and then walked into the kitchen where all the Mothers crowded Loki as she talked about her ballet class. I smiled as she did little bows and jumps and leaps around the kitchen all while the mom cooed and awwed. All of them were jinxed with boys except for Georgie's Ma who had one daughter three years before Georgie. If Aubreella wasn't my cousin I would have tapped that. On multiple occasions.
"Ralph!" Loki shouted and I smiled as she ran and leaped into my arms. I grinned and pulled her up so she could sit on my hip as my ma walked over to me and pecked my cheek. I knew she probably knew what happened with Georgie and I also know she hates that I like Cris but she was my ma and always played the hero. She wouldn't make it obvious that she was mad or disappointed all she wanted me to see was the love she had for me.
"Hey baby," she said as Loki jumoed down.
"Hey ma," I mumbled back.
"How's everything going?"
I rolled my eyes. "We haven't fucked yet."
She smiled in relief. "Then its not too late! Baby, this is all so stupid. Just because Vin and Sammy are gay doesn't mean you have to be! You can be normal and have kids and a family. "
I tried to calm my anger knowing if I disrepsexted my ma, pops would slaughter me. He's always been so protective of her and I've always envied that about them. They were so in love and so even. No parent was greater than the other and I admired that, but right now that might just be my downfall. If I said one wrong thing it was my ass.
"Ma I have a family," I said and looked at Loki and Cris as they talked with Angel and Sammy. Ralph laughed as he held Loki up on his hip and she played with his hair while he talked. "Its not ideal, but its all I need."
My ma laughed. "Honey, that's not a family. That's a fairy tale. That girl will be gone as soon as her parents are safe and where will that leave you and Ralph? Hmm? You think he's going to want you after she's gone? That's probably the only reason y'all have even gotten this close, my baby. This is all going to be over and done with so why even let it start?" I looked at her hazel eyes and felt sick. What if she was right? What if the only reason me and Cris were his close again was because of Loki?
"Ma that's not the case," I said trying to sound convincing.
"Then what is? Because to me it seems like the only reason you two are so close is because of that precious baby and once that is cut out of the equation, you two won't stand a chance."
At that I exploded. "He fucked a guy already ma. He's gay. I'm gay. I like him and he likes me. So what, if Loki leaves! We'll still be together because he cares about me just as much as I care about him. Yeah, we're not together but fuck you for saying all that shit. You're my ma. You're supposed to support me even if you don't agree! That's the way things work. I know that bwcuase I love Loki more than anything in the world right now and I know that this love I have for her is a paternal instinct. i would do anything for her and I would support her even if she like girls. That's the way parents should be. I know I young and I know I've only had her for a short time but it seem like I'm a better parent than half of you Italian bastards." I walked off and toward Loki and Cris. I just needed to hold him right now and little Loki just made me happy by looking at her.
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Baby Daddies (BoyxBoy)
RomanceBook THREE- The Mussolini Boys series Raphael doesn't care what people think, never has and never will. He is a Mussolini after all so liking a boy really wasn't news. What was news was the fact it was another Catalino...Cristiano. The only problem...