A girl stuck in this world trying to please everyone but herself
Not realizing the effect on her mental and emotional health
Torn up inside by her own thoughts
Doesn't know why she always finds herself caught
Up with these heavy emotions causing pain
They leave her empty and never the same
Wishing she could go back
Because she can't help breakin' at the cracks
go back and rewrite her story
Making sure to leave out all that's gory
Hoping one day to be set free of her wild emotions
That only stir things up causing commotion
Carrying the weight of the world on her back
She can't help breakin' at the cracks
The hurt drowning all of her good thoughts
Only leading her to think it's always her fault
Just floating through life with an empty heart
Only wishing that at times she could part
From this dreadful earth surrounding her everyday
Only attaching misery to her arms like a slave
She can't process the I love you's she hears all the time
They just come and go out of her mind
Because she barely loves herself can't you see?
To be herself is something she doesn't know how to be
Love for herself is something that she lacks
She can't help breakin' at the cracks
She tries to resist breakin' at the cracks
But then everything just goes black
Dark and empty leaving her alone
Only to leave her trapped in bed at home
She gives in nad lets the pain break her heart
Like it always has done from the start
How bad she yearns to be fearless
But that is a torturing quest to find herself because she once again starts to slack
Because once again she is breakin' at the cracks
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