°I hate you too°(a y/n and walker scobell story)

⁕•°mom(s) °•⁕

"And I don't wanna be lonely so tell me you'll come home"

~ilomilo - Billie Eilish

y/n's pov:

My Uber stopped outside of a tall building with stories that go onto infinity. I quickly paid the driver and headed to the front doors of the building with a bouquet of flowers that I previously bought before I came here.

As I entered the doors, I was immediately hit with the cold atmosphere as the air conditioning was always on, my eyes stinging from the white, grey-ish colors of the room, the chairs arranged beside the walls of the huge waiting area with people either sick or just waiting to see someone.

I walked up to the front desk and leaned against it, a lady with big glasses looked from her computer and smiled, "Y/n! I haven't seen you in a while, how you've been?" she ask cheerfully.

"I'm great Mrs. Evans." I smiled back, "Are you with your dad or...?" she asked looking behind me over her desk, "No it's just me today.. is umm.." I asked pointing down the hallway, "Uhh.. the staff are still busy with her right now but I'll be the first when to let you know! Okay!"

I smiled at her, "Thank you." "Have a seat." she gestured at the seats near the walls. I nervously sat down between two people, one was an old man who looks like he's been here for a years, passed out in his seat, his arms crossed over his chest and the other was a woman trying to quite down her crying baby.

I sulked in my seat as I waited for Mrs. Evans to call me over.

Walker's pov:

I sulked down on the sofa staring at the floor blankly, my eyes red from all the crying. A few moments later my mom placed a tray with two cups of tea on the coffee table in front of me.

She sat beside me and picked up both cups and handed one to me. I looked at her, "What? I thought you liked tea." my mom asked, "I'm not in the mood mom." I groaned, "Well I didn't make this for nothing so.." she gestured the the cup in her hand.

I reluctantly to the cup from her and sat up straight as she spoke, "So.. are you ready to talk now?" her voice soft. I took a sip of my tea before I spoke, "It's just some dumb shit.." "Well I'm ready to hear this... dumb shit." I laughed, "Please don't say that." I smiled, "I'm gonna keep on saying it if you don't start talking." she smiled back.

I looked down at my tea sitting on my lap, "I.. I ruined everything mom.." I whispered, "I lost my friends.. my family... someone very close to me.. over some random girl." "I hope you're not talking about y/n. I really like her." she said sipping her tea, I smiled, "No.. it's not her.."

I continued, "It was Jordan... and she was also the reason me and y/n broke up in the first place.." "Wait really?" she asked, "Yeah.. she's really twisted." I sighed. "So what are you going to do?" she asked.

"That's the thing-.. I-... I don't know what to do mom.." I turned to her, "I don't want to lose her... not again.." I said holding back my tears.

I think she saw that I was about to cry. She slowly rubbed my back as she spoke, "Aww.. my boy is in love." "What?! No!... No.. I'm not." I said wiping my tears away, "Only love makes you that crazy.. believe me." she smiled softly.

I chuckled, "You might be right..... but.. then I replaced her.. with that asshole." I said under my breath, "Language." "Sorry." I continued, "This whole 'dating' this is werid anyways.." she sighed, "Well do you want date her?" she asked, "What?" I turned to her confused, "Do you just want to date her.. or... do you want to be with her?"

y/n's pov:

After about thirty mintues or so a nurse walked up to Mrs. Evans's desk and muttered something to her, she waved at me to come over. I stood up and walked up to her desk, "She's ready for you." she smiled as she handed me a keycard labled 'ROOM 42', "We moved her to room 42 so she has a better view of the city." she smiled.

"Thanks Mrs. Evans. Um where is it exactly?" I asked, "Oh it's on the fifth floor, the third door to your right." she said as she gestured with her hands where to go.

"Okay thanks again." I said walking towards the elevator. Once reached the floor I walked three doors down and stood in front of the door written '42' on it. I took a deep breath as I trapped the card on a small machine on the doorknob, unlocking the door.

I slowly opened the door to a large hospital room with a big window overlooking the city. I shut the door and walked up to the nightstand, I replaced the old flowers with the ones I recently picked. I sat down next to the bed and on it was a woman, her hair down, different wires and tubes connecting her to the loud machines beside her.

Her bed was adjusted to make her sit 'upright', her hands placed neatly on her lap. She looked... at peace.

I sat beside the bed, "Hi mom." I whispered, "I know it's been a while since I've visited.. but.. I brought some flowers." I said cheerfully as I gestured to the flower vase, "I couldn't find any daisies so I hope you like roses!" I said but she didn't reply(obviously).

My smile slowly faded away, ".. A lot has happened this summer mom... crazy things.." I took a deep breath, "Walker came back a few weeks ago.. and so did Tyler.. umm okay, back to Walker.. he uh.. me and him set aside our differences and started dating... for a while until.. Jordan came into the middle of everything." I said.

"Then me and Tyler got back together.. and then broke up.. again.. And I know what you are thinking, 'Why would you get back together with him?' I don't know I never thought shit like this happened in real life okay?" I said rasing my hands in defense as I ranted.

"I'm sorry for yelling." I apologize, I slowly intertwined my fingers with hers, "Dad hasn't been home for a while now.. it's getting really lonely." I laughed nervously, wiped my tears, "He misses you.. I miss you mom." I gently squeezed her hand.

Please wake up

I sat there staring at her when I heard someone slowly entered the room and quietly sat next to me, "I knew I would find you here." my dad whispered. "What actually happened to her?" I turned to him teary-eyed, "How did she really end up like this?"

He looked at me with guilt in his eyes, he took a deep breath and spoke, "It was just five days after you turned three, your mother was in the garden checking on her vegetables and you were playing in the driveway while I was on the porch.." He continued.

"She asked me to keep an eye on you as she worked and I agreed... one thing led to another, I got distracted and then... the next thing I knew you were on the street... and there was a car coming right at you and befo-.. before I could even react.. you're mother.. stepped in, shielding you with her body... you both got hit, you only got hurt on your nose.. that's why you have that sniff... but she... wasn't so lucky.. "

He began to cry, "If I'd kept... an eye on you... then your mother would still be here-" before he could finish wrapped my arms around him into a bear hug comforting him.

a/n

HI GUYSSSSS 😝❤️
HOPED YOU LIKED THIS ONE sorry for the late update school has been hell this week so I couldn't find time ☹️ BUT ! I have so many drafts that I'm working on right now 😫😫! THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT 🫶🏾 ANYWAYSSSSS LOVE YOU GUYS :-D🤎

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