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You only intended to sleep for an hour at most but when you woke up, the sun was setting outside. You yawned and opened your eyes to the orange sky outside, you perked up out from the couch and rushed into b/n's room.

It was November so that meant there was only a limited amount of actual sunlight during the day, by 5 PM it would be dark out.

Thankfully, you saw b/n asleep in his bed all spread out and his room wasn't a complete mess. You walked over to the kitchen and shut b/n's door quietly, you started on dinner and hoped he wouldn't wake up before you were finished.

Surprisingly, he was asleep for another hour. He came out of his bedroom rubbing his eyes and yawning.

"I'm not hungry," he protests and climbs up on the chair.

"Are you sure? You haven't eaten since this morning?"

"I'm not eating until daddy comes back," he protested again and put his head down on the table.

"You know he'd be upset if he heard you say that. We both want what's best for you and not eating isn't healthy baby," you expressed to him calmly from the counter.

He still had his head down and didn't say anything else, you weren't really sure what to say because you never had to have the conversation with him before.

You put the small plate of food in front of him and he just stared at it. He looked at his food then at you, he did that countless times and you were trying to think of what to say.

He moved off his chair and you thought he was going to go back into his room but he climbed onto your lap and sat there while you ate, he didn't say anything at all but clearly just wanted to be next to you.

"Do you want to sleep next to me until daddy gets back?" You suggested, holding that would be enough for him.

He nodded and you heard him sniffle a little, you knew you wouldn't be able to finish your dinner which you didn't really mind. You ate for ten-ish minutes before you picked him up and he rested his head on your shoulder.

You went to go give him a bath and change him into his pajamas, he wasn't playing as much in the water like he used to so it was a fairly quick bath. You got him out and laid him on your bed in Satoru's spot. He waited for you to change into your pajamas and then you went to sleep early, you turned the lights off and laid next to him.

You rubbed his back until he fell asleep, he slept throughout the night and you waited until he fell asleep. You checked your phone to see if Satoru texted or called but he didn't, you shut your phone off and went to sleep as well.

The following morning, you heard nothing from Satoru then either. He was supposed to be back either tomorrow or the day after her you didn't hear anything from him at all. It was a very odd thing to not hear from Satoru, if anything you would get sick of hearing from him so much.

You made b/n breakfast like usual and he seemed to be in a much better mood.  You ate much later in the day, closer to the afternoon because you both woke up late. It was four in the afternoon and yet you heard nothing from Satoru still.

You debated on calling him yourself but you didn't want to disturb him so you didn't. You kind of missed him, despite your complicated relationship he was great company.

You hadn't heard from the institute either which was even more stranger. You didn't get any updates at all on the situation Satoru and the others were dealing with.

You put b/n's food in front of him and he ate it in front of the flowers vase of Satoru that had the picture of the two of them in front of it. It made you a little sad to see him like that but he was smiling while eating in front of the picture so you didn't feel as bad about it.