Pushing me away, running without one thing to say
Lately we’re apart,
You’ve changed and got rude to me,
I can’t explain I can’t see,
Why are you doing this to me,
Do you want me away ?
Do you want me to stay ?
Really it seems that you do not trust me,
And it really hurts, You’re my best friend right ?
Or do you despite ?
that I am ?
Really I’ve to found out things I really dislike,
That I really despite but I never complain,
I only gain, words of straining and complaining.
Apologies do not work,
They will only hurt, you should know that,
Well I hope you can answer this soon,
because I already decided yesterday at noon,
Don’t ask me what my choice is because,
Because I won’t answer.
You’re kind of slipping away,
Yeah It’s kind of needless to say,
I’m losing you, proofing you,
That I’m not strong enough to hold on,
Not like this.
I know what it takes,
A lot of misbehave ,
Well that’s not me I’m sorry.
Soon to follow is my sorrow,
My tears that won’t drop,
but if they begin to fall,
They won’t stop, my eyes won’t shut
Sometimes it’s better to rest,
Make some time to reset.
You tell me to think about it, well how could I ever.
I made my decision a long time ago,
And now I’m feeling horrible,
Seems this fairy tales will always be a fairy tale.
(I kinda messed up this poem but I hope you guys felt and understand what I meant in this poem)