"I'm happier than ever"
~Happier Than Ever - Billie Eilish
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(please listen to Happier Than Ever while reading this, it'll make more sense😭🫶🏾)
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y/n's pov:
"When I'mm awaaay from you, I'm happier than eeeverrr." "Wish I could explain it beeetterr, I wish it wasn't truuuuuee." I sang along with no emotion.
I laid perfectly straight on my back as I stared at the ceiling with Happier Than Ever by Billie Eilish playing softly in the back ground.
I slowly sat up looking around at my now destroyed room. I sighed, my eyes red from all the crying, my throat sore from yelling and my heart filled with cracks from all the lies I've heard.
I looked over to my desk that is completely recked, sitting on top were my drum sticks. I stared at them blankly.
Hm.
Walker's pov:
I was at Mason's aunt's place which so happened to be in front of y/n house. Crazy. We were in the guest room upstairs which gave us a clear view of y/n's house.
"Thanks for letting me come over Mase it's been a really rough week." I said as I at down on the bed. "No problem dude, so what do you wanna do?" he asked laying on the couch across the room scrolling on his phone.
"Umm we could.. watch a movie or..." "Okay if you're not gonna do it, I'm gonna." Mason cut me off as he sat up throwing his arms in the air.
"What, what's wrong?" I asked, he stared a me shocked, "Dude when are you gonna realize that you are not happy with Jordan." he exclaimed, "What do you mean? I'm perfectly happy with Jordan." "No you're not Walker. You've been miserable for the past week and everyone knows it."
He sat up straight, "You've allowed this girl to take over your life and using you for clout!" he said rasing his voice, I faced him, "She's not okay..!" "And do you really believe all the things that she said about y/n?!"
I turned to him with a serious look on my face, he looked taken back, "I didn't.. y/n told me to herself. She's hated me for a long time.. it's not a surprise she would do something like this.." he sighed, "Look Walker, I may have only known y/n for like what? Two weeks and she's-"
"And I've known her for most of my life Mason, she not who you think she is." I cut him off, "Then way did you even date her?" I didn't know how to answer that I just looked away, "It's because you love her.. don't you?"
y/n's pov:
I opened my garage and saw my drum set seated right in the middle. I walked over to it with my drumsticks in one hand and my speaker in the other.
I placed the speaker on a pile of old boxes and pressed play, as the song quietly played in the back ground, I sat down slowly staring at my drum set.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath as I played my drums, singing along thinking about everyone,
🥁🎸
(Tyler)
You call me again
drunk in your Benz
Driving home under the influence
You scared me to death
but I'm wasting my breath
'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends
(Jordan)
I don't relate to you!
I don't relate to you, no
'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty
You made me hate this city!
(Walker)
And I don't talk shit about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
'Cause that shit's embarrassing!
you were my everything!
And all that you did was make me fucking sad!
So don't waste the time I don't have!
(Jordan)
And don't try to make me feel bad!
(Tyler)
I could talk about every time that you showed up on time
But I'd have an empty line
'cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my mother or friends
So I shut 'em all out for you
'cause I was a kid
(Walker)
You ruined everything good
(Tyler)
Always said you were misunderstood
(Jordan)
Made all my moments your own
(All three)
Just fucking leave me alone!!!
Walker's pov:
I laying down on the bed staring at the ceiling when I heard something from across the road, "Did you hear that?" I asked Mason staring at the window, "Hear what?" Mason said looking up from his phone, I walked over to the window to see, "That."
I open the curtains and saw y/n in her garage going crazy on her drum set, she was.. amazing. Mason walked over, "Dude what are you talking about- holy shit is that y/n?!" I stared at her in awe,
"Woah."
y/n's pov:
As the song concluded I wiped away the tears forming in my eyes, catching my breath. Suddenly a wave of anger washed over me, I groaned as I angrily got up throwing my drumsticks against the floor,
"FUCK!"
a/n
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY😍! AGAIN THANK YOU FOR ALL THE READS OML😭😭🫶🏾 YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING!! NEXT CHAPTER COMING LATER TODAY !! ANYWAYSSSS LOVE YOU GUYS :-D🤎
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°I hate you too°(a y/n and walker scobell story)
Fanfiction°walker x y/n (fem reader)° this is the story of y/n l/n and walker scobell who've hated each other since the day they met and how they slowly start to see past their differences and realize how much they actually care for each other.
