"He don't love himself, tryna love me"
~Self Love - Metro bomin, Coi Leray
y/n's pov:
So let me get this straight, my best friend, who I thought I could trust.. was the master mind for what has happened over the last two weeks and somehow it didn't seem right. I tried to believe what Liam said, believe me I've tried! But the amount of times that I have been betrayed this summer, it's kind of hard to trust what anyone says now.
One day I was at Tyler's, hanging out in his room while he played COD with his friends, I don't know why he called me over if we're not ganna even hang out. I laid against the headborad, crisis-cross apple sauce with my arms crossed and watched him play. Out of the corner of my eye, I see his phone sitting on his desk next to him, then I thought back to what Liam said,
'You should check his phone.'
I stared at phone a little longer before Tyler spoke, "Hey since I lost I thought we could-" he stopped once saw me, "Y/nnn. You okay?" I snapped back to reality, "Huh?" I asked, he turned and removed his headphones, "I asked if you were okay." he raised he's voice, "What are you even thinking about?" he asked, "Nothing." I quickly answered.
"We're you thinking about Arthur? Cause I saw you two talking at the park the other day." he said, "What kind of fucked up question is that?!" I clapped back, "Answer the question!" He yelled, "He was checking to see if I was okay since my dad hasn't been back in a while!" I yelled, "Don't bullshit me!" he yelled back, "I'm not." I sat up.
"Yeah you are! You were smiling at him and shit." "So I can't be polite?" I protested, "It means stop flirting with him!" he banged his hand against the table, "I was not!" I said looking away.
He sighed before slowly walking over to me and sitting down, "Y/n.. I'm sorry for yelling at you.. that was uncalled for." he said softly, I stayed quiet. He gently placed his hand on my check and slowly rubbed his thumb back and forth, I avoided his gaze, "Hey.. looked at me." I did, "I love you." he said, "Yeah I know." I replied. He smiled before giving me a kiss. "I'm gonna get us some snacks real quick.. okay?"
"Okay." I said, he smiled before heading downstairs shutting the door behind him. Once he left I glanced at his phone on his desk,
hmm.
After some thinking I walked over to his phone,
Shit. What's his password? Umm my birthday?
I punched it in and it worked.
Huh.. would you look at that.
I checked his dms and my eyes stopped at a familiar name. Jordan. I stood there with anger flowing through my veins, I clicked the contact and I was horrified at what I was looking at.
Jordan
Jordan
hey are you almost here
y/n just left
Tyler
yeah I'm on my way
Read 2:06pm
Jordan
ok tyler today's the day
do you remember what you have to do?
Tyler
yeah but i think this is a bad idea jordan
Jordan
don't you dear back out Anderson
don't you want y/n back?
Tyler
yeah but not like this
Jordan
just distract her so that liam can slip the pill in
Tyler
it's rlly fcked up that you're using liam like this
don't you know he likes you?
Jordan
and?
he's just some loser who's to gullable enough to actually think I'll give him a chance
now don't mess this up
Tyler
you're just evil
Jordan
listen the sooner we do this
the sooner we get out of each other's hair
okay I'm here now hurry up before y/n and walker gets here
Read 6:45pm
I stared at the screen shocked. After everything that I have been through he still lied to me. He destroyed my relationship just for his selfish pleasure. "What are you doing?" Tyler asked from behind me, I turned still in disbelief, "You were apart of this?" I said holding up his phone.
"What are you doing with my phone?" he raised his voice, "Answer the damn question Tyler!" I yelled, he dropped the snacks on the table and took a deep breath, "Y/n what are you talking about?" he smiled nervously, "Don't bullshit me! Liam told me everything.. you're.. just a sick, disgusting piece of shit!" tears started filling my eyes.
"Y/n I don't know what you saw but it's not what-" "I trusted you." I said my voice shaking, "Princess listen to me." I said softly walking up to me, "Don't call me that!" I yelled at him pushing him back.
Tears running down my face, "You ruined my life.. with that.. piece of shit..?!" I pointed at him, "You are a terrible person..". My breathing became heavy, I couldn't see clearly, my bottom lip quivering. All of a sudden he snapped, "I did this for you y/n!" He continued stepping closer, "I did this for us." I took a step back, "No Tyler! You-.. you did this for yourself..!" I tried not to cry, "You never cared about me."
"Y/n I only cared about you-"
"Thought I could trust you again..!"
"If you would just listen..!-"
"You ruined my relationship with Wa-.."
"YES! Yes I did!" He yelled
I froze, he continued, "You think it's nice to come back from a literal hell just to see your girlfriend is with some random dude!" "You broke my arm Tyler! That was a clear indicator!" "It's was an accident! Y/n please.." He placed his hands on my face, "I can't lose you again.." tears building up in his eyes.
"Well you should of thought of that before you drugged me." I said firmly, "Y/n look.. you don't want to be with him, alright, he's an actor.. he's just pretending to love you, there dozens of girls that he's talking to, you're just a side chick-" before he could finish his sentence I gave him a hard slap across his stupid face.
"Don't you dare talk about him that way." I said my eyes wide open, "He may be an actor but at least he didn't have to trick me in loving him." Tyler turned to me with anger in his eyes, "You don't love me, you love the idea of loving me."
I stepped closer, "Don't ever come close to me, my friends or my family again." He clenched his jaw, "You're gonna regret this." he whispered, "I don't think so.." I whispered back before gathering my things and head to the door but before I left I said, "Oh and just in case it wasn't clear, we're done." before slamming the door and storming out of his house.
I entered my house and ran up to my room. Once I shut the door I couldn't hold back my tears any longer, I fell to the floor leaning against my door as I cried my eyes out. All the pain from Tyler's actions, Jordan's betrayal and Walker’s behavior came out as I cried hard, so hard the whole neighborhood might have heard it.
The anger started to flow through my veins as I got up and began angrily tearing my room apart. Knocking stuff off my desk, throwing my pillows across the room, and destroying every trace of Jordan. I picked up a framed photo of me and Jordan and threw it against the wall, smashing it.
I picked up another framed photo and I was about to do the same but I saw that it was a photo of me and Walker. Suddenly all my anger was replaced with sadness as I fell on the floor and hugged the photo as I sobbed in the middle of my room.
a/n
Damn y'all have been through the worst😞 but don't worry! the next chapter will brighten your day 😆! Hopefully.. I think you guys have suffered enough ☹️ ANYWAYSS LOVE YOU GUYS :-D🤎
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°I hate you too°(a y/n and walker scobell story)
Fanfiction°walker x y/n (fem reader)° this is the story of y/n l/n and walker scobell who've hated each other since the day they met and how they slowly start to see past their differences and realize how much they actually care for each other.
