Harlem holds onto Javiers hand as the man slept in his hospital bed, he had officially been through 3 complete surgeries yet due to exhaustion hadnt woken up once in the past 3 days
It was driving harlem crazy, he missed his voice, his beautiful eyes, the accent, the way his eye lashes batted every once in a while, he missed everything
Rocking back and forth in his chair he recalled the recent events, how he left saint come between his relationship, how dumb he was to believe saint was changed
How he almost lost Javier forever, the thought makes his heart hurt and his lips tremble, how could he ever bounce back without Javi in his corner
"I miss you so much" Harlem mumbles placing Javier's hand on his forehead sighing as he feels the waterworks coming back
Harlem hated crying because when he started, it never stopped, he would cry for hours until he tired himself out
"Please forgive me papi" Harlem sniffles before wiping his tears away "no time to be crying i gotta look nice for my baby" Harlem laughs through more tears before finally feelings himself break down again
Every time it hit him that Javier was really in the hospital and almost died he feels worse and worse for inserting himself into Javiers life yet he loved him so much that without javier he doesn't think he would make it
He was at a loss right now.
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𝙅𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙚𝙧 𝙎𝙞𝙢𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝘾𝙧𝙪𝙯 𝘾𝙝𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙜𝙤, 𝙄𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙤𝙞𝙨 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙃𝙤𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙖𝙡
Javier squints his eyes at the bright lights in his face, he struggles to breathe feeling a tube down his throat and instantly he tries to grab it
