"I've been through enough"
~Enough - charlieonnafriday
Walker's pov:
I woke up to the sound of thunder building up in the clouds. I looked around to see that I was still in y/n's room, as I tried to sit up I felt someone's arms wrapped tightly around me. I looked down to see y/n laying on my chest sleeping. She looked so peaceful.
I reached over to my phone to check the time,
3pm.
I also got a text from my mom asking where I was and for me to come for lunch a little over an hour ago. "Shit." I mumbled to myself. "Is everything okay?" I heard y/n's soft voice speak, "Yeah, everything is okay." I whispered back slowly stroking my hand up and down her back, she looked at my chest confused then laid back down again, "Weren't you just wearing a shirt?" she asked, "Uh.. it's was hot." "No it wasn't." "Yeah it wasn't." she laughed for a bit before going silent, "You okay?" I asked still stroking her back, "Walker.. what are we?" she asked.
I froze for a moment not sure how to answer, "Well... what do you want us to be?" I asked while my hand made circles on her lower back. "I don't know." She said fiddling with my other hand "Do you want us to be... more?" "No." "What?" I asked confused, "Umm.." she said as she sat up and for the first time she looked distressed, "It's just that, the last time I wanted to be 'more' with someone it didn't.. end well.." She looked at a huge scar on her forearm then out the window.
y/n's pov:
I stared out the window preventing Walker from seeing that I was about to cry. But then he gently grabbed my chin and pulled my face to meet his gaze. "What makes you think I'm like that?" he whispered, "I can think of a couple of reasons." I said with a little smile, he giggled a little bit, "Well I'm not.. I don't think you haven't noticed but I really care about you y/n.." He glanced at my lips for spit second before gently cupping my face with his hand.
"I hate you." I said with a little smile, "And I have a big fat crush on you and want to be your boyfriend." I sat there stunned, Walker wants to be my boyfriend?! Why!? I didn't get it. Why would he change his mind all of a sudden after all those years? Why would he suddenly care about me? This must be some kind of joke. It didn't make any sense and for some reason I didn't want to believe him.
"No you don't." I slowly shook my head as tears fogged my vision,
"Yes I do."
"No you don't."
"Yes I do y/n."
"No! You- .. you don't Walker..!" I said franticlly
"Y/n just listen to me." he said calmly
"No this is just.. some sick joke of yours!"
"Then why the fuck did I kiss you if I didn't?" he said intently.
He slowly wiped my tears before speaking, "Look y/n I understand that I've hurt you in the past but I've changed and I promise I'm never going to hurt you again or let anyone hurt you.." I don't know what came over me but threw myself at him wrapping him in a tight hug, "You're an idiot Scobell." I said with a little chuckle, "Only for you cupcake." he said as he hugged me back. We stayed like that for a while simply enjoying each others company.
"Yes." I whispered, "What?" "I'd love to be your girlfriend." He didn't say anything after that all he did was hug me tighter.
Walker's pov:
I soon left y/n's house and ran through the rain to my house. I slowly opened my front door checking to see if the cost was clear, once I was sure that it was I entered and slowly closed the door not to make any noise but once I turned around I was startled to see Tanner standing right behind me.
"Ah! Tanner you scared me." I said holding my chest.
"Where have you been?" he asked with a blank expression on his face.
"I.. was at a friend's place."
"A friend's place? Doing what?"
"Uh I don't know playing fortnite, hanging out."
"Okay, then how did you get that hickey?" he said pointing at my neck. I touched my neck and felt some sores.
"It's not a hickey.. I got hurt while.."
"While..?"
"You know what i don't know why I'm explaining myself to you, your just a kid."
"Did y/n give you that."
"Okay I'm done talking with you." I said as walked past him to my room.
y/n's pov:
Once Walker left I went to the kitchen for a snack but then the doorbell rang. I opened the door to see Jordan in a raincoat shaking from the cold.
"OMG Jordan come in before you catch a cold!" I exclaimed as I led her inside to the living room. "Sorry for coming unannounced y/n/n it's just.. it's about Tyler." she said sitting down on the couch.
Tyler. I met Tyler back in the 6th grade, he was the new kid and he didn't have many friends so I decided to invite him to hang out with me and Jordan and soon the three of us were inseparable. We did all most everything together from hanging out at the mall to have a movie night at my place.
As the years went on I soon I started to develop feelings for Tyler and soon found out he felt the same way. We dated mostly through the 8th grade and half way in the 9th but during our time together he started acting strange.
The first few months were fine until he started asking where I was going, who I'm gonna hang out with, commenting on what type of clothes I wear, telling me to dress more ✨feminine✨ whatever the fuck that means. But it became really bad when he saw me talk to boys, specifically boys our age like our classmates or people who leaving in our neighborhood, he would always find a way to intervene in conversation or just pull me away entirely, Jordan told me that Tyler's behaviour was not okay but since Tyler was my first boyfriend I thought it was normal.
Until one day I had enough and confronted him about his behavior but he suddenly lost his temper and we got into a heated argument, he started yelling and cussing me out saying how ungrateful I am for having a protective and 'loving' boyfriend like him. I told him that I wanted to break up but he suddenly lost it and pushed me down a flight of stairs causing me to break my arm, we'll not before knocking his teeth out.
what? the dude put his hands on me, you think I'm gonna let that slide?
And when my dad found out he was furious and in formed his parents. And soon I heard his parents sent him to a boarding school during the summer of the 9th grade. It's been nearly a year since I last saw him and the thought of him being close by was very unsettling.
"Y/n? You okay?" Jordan asked me bringing back to reality, "Huh? What?" I asked dazed, "I asked if you're gonna be okay with Tyler around ever since.. you know." "What? Yeah I'll be fine." "You sure?" "Yeah.. I'll just avoid him.. I mean he can't hurt-.... I mean talk to me if he can't see me." I said with a shakey voice. Jordan saw that I was about to cry and quickly wrapped her arms around me in a tight hug, "It's okay y/n I'm here for you." I cried into her shoulder as she comforted me.
After some time she spoke, "This might be a bad time to ask but why the hell Walker here earlier?!" she asked, "Oh uhhh.. we made a truce." "Y/n l/n made a truce with Walker Scobell? How much have I missed?" she chuckled, I smiled "A lot."
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HI POKKIES!! HOPE YOU ALL ARE OKAY!!💕💕 Sorry for the late update 😭😔AGAIN TOU FOR ALL THE READS!, IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME. MORE TYLER IS YET TO COME 🤗🥳! ANYWAYSSS LOVE YOU GUYS :-D🫶🏾
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°I hate you too°(a y/n and walker scobell story)
Fanfiction°walker x y/n (fem reader)° this is the story of y/n l/n and walker scobell who've hated each other since the day they met and how they slowly start to see past their differences and realize how much they actually care for each other.
