The Unseen Pain

To heal myself

Kaira's POV:

But I cannot be a weak, I have to put on the mask.

" No thanks, make your dear daughter cut the cake. Forget my existence for today and let me live in peace." I said rudely and tried to take my hand out of Lorenzo's grip which only tighten.

" If you don't leave my hand, you won't find me tomorrow."

" Are you trying to threaten us?" Valentino shouted.

I ignored him.

Lorenzo's grip loosened and I went back to my room.

I took off my clothes to take off the dress and then rewore them.

I started thinking about everything while laying the bed.

Why is this all happening with me?

Am I not a kid? I am just 16 for god sake and my life is more complicated then anything.

Soon I ended up crying, a habit which have grown since the age of 12. I will act as I am very strong in front of others but deep down, I only know that how broken and weak, I am.

The pain which is Unseen to everyone. The Unseen Pain.

I am craving for the love. I know my family loves me, I saw it today in their eyes.

Lorenzo was running like anything searching for me, even though he was the capo of Italian Mafia.

It is the rule in mafia, that the capo have to save his life first and then think about anything else because if the capo is dead, then the whole mafia while getting shattered. Other mafias can attack at us in moment, and no one will be able to do anything as the main head is dead.

This is told to us, the first day we start it, that's why it's important to not get attached in Mafia's.

This is why, mostly people have arranged marriages in Mafia, because they don't want themselves to get attached.

I so want to let them in, tell them all the things, but I can't forget my pain. Call me selfish or greedy, I don't care.

The thing, I care about is the pain I got.

I know in a rational way, it's not their mistake too, because it was that bitch of a mom who did all this. And why will someone trust a 5 year old girl rather than their mother but I just can't help but put all my frustration to them.

I don't even know sleep engrossed me.

" Woo, she is so fucking beautiful. How will that cute little cunt look with my dick inside it."

" N-not.. p-please l-l-leave m-me." I said while crying still trying to get out of the hold of the drunk man's hold on my neck.

" Bro, fuck off. I will play with her first, you gets second." The other guy punched the first one.

" Now way, she's mine." The first guy groaned.

" Guys, just do fast, we are also waiting." The others said.

" Why don't we fuck her together?" The second guy suggested with a smirk.

The first guy also smirked and said," Sounds good to me."

They both started coming to me with a smirk and I gulped. I just wanted to run away from here but I was wise enough knowing that I wouldn't be able to escape from 10 guys.

The first guy tore my shirt.

" Woo, fucking beautiful." I covered myself with my hands.