Why do i cry,
When theirs no one to hear?
Why do i fake a smile,
When no one cares,
Why continue to fight,
When i have nothing to fight for,
I feel alone,
Fighting this war by my self.
Its a battle each day
To act normal,
Why do i put my self through such hate,
I know their is nothing for me,
Or thats how is seems.
I take a deep breath,
And look around.
I cant see anyone,
But then things come clear to me,
Theres no one around at all times in the day
not physically anyway
my friends are the anchor
holding me to this place,
and i know i must continue to fight,
not for my sake,
but theres,
When i feel like dying
i imagine their reactions,
I imagine my mom finding me,
my friends crying for me,
several of them dyeing themseleves,
it may seem sometimes that i have nothing to fight for...
but then i remember why i stayed for so long....
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Deception
PoetryOkay so this is the new poems book. Hopefully No one decides to be (mind my language) a bitch and delete this one... So please read, comment and share this new one. I found a couple old poems but not many so most of these are going to be brand new o...
