Love's Redemption♡

CHAPTER - 2

"Loving you is like breathing. It's not something I have to tell myself to do, it just happens... And if I forced myself to stop, I think I'd suffocate."
--- Alexander H.
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5 years ago:

Vanhi POV:

I stare at my phone screen, my hands trembling as I type out the words. I try thinking of what to write, but nothing comes to mind. I type and erase the same paragraph for the fourth time already.

I've been wanting to confess my feelings to Vihaan for what feels like an eternity, but every time I try, I chicken out. Maybe it's because our friendship means a lot to me too, and I'm afraid that this confession will change everything between us.

This time, I finally muster up the courage to send him a text.

It's been an hour since I sent the message, and Vihaan had just replied with a simple "I'm busy right now, will talk to you later." That's not like him. He always makes time for me, no matter what. A pang of anxiety settles in the pit of my stomach.

Twenty minutes later, my phone buzzes again. Vihaan's name flashes on the screen, and my heart skips a beat. I hesitate for a moment before opening the message.

"Hey, I've been thinking... I'm not really looking for a relationship right now. Maybe in a year or so, things might be different."

His words feel like a punch to the gut. The phone falls from my hand as a sob wrecks through my body. I feel like I've been punched in the gut, and I can barely breathe.

I wonder if he's just letting me down easy. Vihaan has always been honest with me, but he's also fiercely protective of those he cares about. Is he trying to spare my feelings? Is he just trying to be nice because I'm his best friend?

I think back to all the times we've spent together, laughing and joking around. Vihaan has always been there for me, supporting me and encouraging me to pursue my dreams. If he really means what he says about waiting another year, I'll definitely wait. After all, I've waited for 8 years now; what's waiting for one more?

As I lie in bed, staring at the ceiling, I feel like a fool, holding onto something that might never be mine. The last thing that comes to mind is his face, smiling and laughing at something funny, and the question "how am I going to face him tomorrow?" lingers in my mind. I feel a lump form in my throat as I think about seeing him tomorrow, and I'm not sure if I'm ready for it.

I try to distract myself by thinking about all the things I need to do tomorrow. I have a math test, and I still need to study for it. I also need to finish my English essay, which is due soon. But no matter how hard I try, my mind keeps wandering back to Vihaan and his message.

I feel a wave of sadness wash over me as I realize that things might never be the same between us again. I've always been afraid of losing our friendship, and now it seems like that's exactly what's happening.

As the night wears on, I find myself unable to sleep. My mind is racing with thoughts and emotions, and I don't know how to process them all. I feel like I'm stuck in a nightmare, and I don't know how to wake up.

Eventually, exhaustion takes over, and I drift off to sleep. But even in my dreams, I'm haunted by the memory of Vihaan's message, and the fear of what tomorrow might bring.

When I wake up the next morning, I feel groggy and disoriented. My mind is still reeling from the events of the previous night, and I'm not sure how to face the day ahead.

I slowly get out of bed and begin my morning routine. I brush my teeth, wash my face, and get dressed. But even as I'm going through the motions, my mind is still preoccupied with thoughts of Vihaan and our friendship.

As I head downstairs to the kitchen, I'm greeted by the smell of freshly brewed coffee. My mom is already up and making breakfast. I try to put on a brave face and pretend like everything is okay, but she can see right through me.

"Hey, sweetie, what's wrong?" she asks, concern etched on her face.

I try to brush it off, but she can see the tears welling up in my eyes. "It's just studies," I say, my voice shaking.  "It's just kinda tough to manage everything"

My mom's expression softens, and she pulls me into a hug. "I'm so sorry, sweetie," she says. "But make sure you eat properly and take sufficient rest"

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Okay guyss!! The 2nd chapter is here!!! I hope you guys enjoy it...

N one more thing plz no hate for Vihaan, I mean he is kinda a red flag but he is my boy so yeah!!
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