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𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 5: 𝖄𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊 𝕬𝖑𝖑 𝕱𝖆𝖐𝖊𝖗𝖘

"̶Y̶/̶n̶.. ̶i̶̶f̶ ̶y̶̶o̶̶u̶ ̶w̶̶a̶̶n̶̶t̶ ̶r̶̶e̶̶v̶̶e̶̶n̶̶g̶̶e̶, ̶y̶̶o̶̶u̶'̶r̶̶e̶ ̶g̶̶o̶̶n̶̶n̶̶a̶ ̶h̶̶a̶̶v̶̶e̶ ̶t̶̶o̶ ̶a̶̶c̶̶t̶̶u̶̶a̶̶l̶̶l̶̶y̶ ̶t̶̶a̶̶k̶̶e̶ ̶s̶̶o̶̶m̶̶e̶ ̶f̶̶u̶̶c̶̶k̶̶i̶̶n̶̶g̶ ̶a̶̶c̶̶t̶̶i̶̶o̶̶n̶." The voice says sternly.

"Revenge isn't my thing, I just.." I start, but I end up unable to finish my sentence and end up just sighing.

"̶W̶̶h̶̶a̶̶t̶ ̶t̶̶h̶̶e̶ ̶f̶̶u̶̶c̶̶k̶ ̶d̶̶o̶ ̶y̶̶o̶̶u̶ ̶m̶̶e̶̶a̶̶n̶ ̶r̶̶e̶̶v̶̶e̶̶n̶̶g̶̶e̶ ̶i̶̶s̶̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶y̶̶o̶̶u̶̶r̶ ̶t̶̶h̶̶i̶̶n̶̶g̶? ̶R̶̶e̶̶v̶̶e̶̶n̶̶g̶̶e̶ ̶i̶̶s̶ ̶e̶̶v̶̶e̶̶r̶̶y̶̶o̶̶n̶̶e̶'̶s̶ ̶t̶̶h̶̶i̶̶n̶̶g̶!" The voice says, sounding offended that I would even say such a thing. But before I can speak, the voice continues. "...̶o̶̶h̶.. ̶I̶ ̶g̶̶e̶̶t̶ ̶i̶̶t̶.. ̶y̶̶o̶̶u̶'̶r̶̶e̶ ̶s̶̶c̶̶a̶̶r̶̶e̶̶d̶, ̶a̶̶r̶̶e̶̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶y̶̶o̶̶u̶? ̶S̶̶c̶̶a̶̶r̶̶e̶̶d̶ ̶o̶̶f̶ ̶w̶̶h̶̶a̶̶t̶ ̶t̶̶h̶̶o̶̶u̶̶g̶̶h̶? ̶B̶̶e̶̶i̶̶n̶̶g̶ ̶n̶̶o̶ ̶b̶̶e̶̶t̶̶t̶̶e̶̶r̶ ̶t̶̶h̶̶a̶̶n̶ ̶t̶̶h̶̶e̶̶m̶? ̶O̶̶r̶ ̶S̶̶c̶̶a̶̶r̶̶e̶̶d̶ ̶o̶̶f̶ ̶t̶̶a̶̶k̶̶i̶̶n̶̶g̶ ̶i̶̶t̶ ̶t̶̶o̶̶o̶ ̶f̶̶a̶̶r̶?"

"Wha- how did you even jump to that conclusion?!" I whisper yell, making sure to keep my voice down. "Even if i was, what difference does it make?? I'm not gonna get revenge! If I did... if I did..." I trail off, laying back on my bed tiredly. I stare up at the ceiling with a blank, unblinking stare, almost as if I'm too caught up in my thoughts. "...shit... you may be somewhat right.. I just.. I'll be no better than them if I got revenge.." I continue, my voice soft and tired, as if I'm over the entire situation, in which I kind of already am..

"̶Y̶/̶n̶, ̶i̶̶f̶ ̶i̶̶t̶ ̶m̶̶a̶̶k̶̶e̶̶s̶ ̶y̶̶o̶̶u̶ ̶f̶̶e̶̶e̶̶l̶ ̶b̶̶e̶̶t̶̶t̶̶e̶̶r̶, ̶t̶̶h̶̶e̶̶y̶'̶r̶̶e̶ ̶t̶̶h̶̶e̶ ̶o̶̶n̶̶e̶̶s̶ ̶w̶̶h̶̶o̶ ̶d̶̶i̶̶d̶ ̶i̶̶t̶ ̶t̶̶o̶ ̶t̶̶h̶̶e̶̶m̶̶s̶̶e̶̶l̶̶v̶̶e̶̶s̶ ̶b̶̶y̶ ̶k̶̶i̶̶l̶̶l̶̶i̶̶n̶̶g̶ ̶y̶̶o̶̶u̶.. ̶t̶̶h̶̶e̶̶y̶ ̶h̶̶a̶̶v̶̶e̶ ̶i̶̶t̶ ̶c̶̶o̶̶m̶̶i̶̶n̶̶g̶. ̶Y̶̶o̶̶u̶ ̶k̶̶n̶̶o̶̶w̶ ̶i̶̶t̶, ̶t̶̶h̶̶e̶̶y̶ ̶k̶̶n̶̶o̶̶w̶ ̶i̶̶t̶, ̶y̶̶o̶̶u̶̶r̶ ̶d̶̶e̶̶a̶̶d̶ ̶g̶̶r̶̶a̶̶n̶̶d̶̶m̶̶a̶ ̶k̶̶n̶̶o̶̶w̶̶s̶ ̶i̶̶t̶, ̶e̶̶v̶̶e̶̶r̶̶y̶̶o̶̶n̶̶e̶ ̶d̶̶o̶̶e̶̶s̶! ̶W̶̶e̶ ̶a̶̶l̶̶l̶ ̶k̶̶n̶̶o̶̶w̶ ̶t̶̶h̶̶a̶̶t̶ ̶t̶̶h̶̶e̶̶y̶ ̶h̶̶a̶̶v̶̶e̶ ̶m̶̶i̶̶s̶̶f̶̶o̶̶r̶̶t̶̶u̶̶n̶̶e̶ ̶c̶̶o̶̶m̶̶i̶̶n̶̶g̶ ̶t̶̶o̶ ̶t̶̶h̶̶e̶̶m̶ ̶f̶̶o̶̶r̶ ̶w̶̶h̶̶a̶̶t̶ ̶t̶̶h̶̶e̶̶y̶ ̶d̶̶i̶̶d̶... ̶m̶̶i̶̶g̶̶h̶̶t̶ ̶a̶̶s̶ ̶w̶̶e̶̶l̶̶l̶ ̶g̶̶e̶̶t̶ ̶i̶̶t̶ ̶o̶̶v̶̶e̶̶r̶ ̶w̶̶i̶̶t̶̶h̶.." The voice says, their words coming out slightly crueler than they probably intended.. Key word: probably..

"How can you just say such a thing with no remorse, I just... how are you supposed to me..?" I ask, my voice dropping to an even quieter tone.

I stare up at the ceiling with nothing but a thousand thoughts running through my head. All of which include the Genshin Impact characters, more specifically the ones that had hunted me down and what they said to me..

I still hear the words very clearly in my head.. as if they won't go away.. as if the words are actively tormenting me, even after I came back! They won't leave me alone!

"Look at you! Can't even stand up and defend yourself?! How pathetic!" That was said by Aether.. it hurt a little more than it should, especially considering how much I favored him at the time..

"How interesting.. you really had to steal the face of our creator to be liked?? You must really be pathetic.." Kaeya said that as he was chasing after me while using his cryo vision to try and hurt me.