Carson's pov > 9 :45 am
It hurts that mom and dad want to take rae back and i don't think she will be alright with that but for a week its going to be hard ,as i was the one who raised her i know what she is able to do ,all im afraid of is her running away . I started my way home
9: 55
I recieve a call from mom and quickly answer
"Carson ,come back ,raelynn locked herself in the bathroom when she heard that you left without her"i turn the car back and speed up ,in 6 or 7 minutes i was back ,i quickly ran inside and directly upstairs ,i burst in ellie's room and knock on the bathroom's door
"I told you im not getting out !! Call carson" she says with a cracky voice
"Its me love" i say and she opens the door in a second and jumps in my arms tight
"Never leave me here again" she cries,i hug her and pick her up sitting on the edge of the bed ,grandma and mom were looking at me ,they left after a few minutes, ellie kept sobbing
"Shhh its alrigh baby ,im here ,im not leaving you "
"I want to go home"
"Get your luggage "
I head downstairs where mom was with dad and grandma
"Im taking raelyn back home "
Mom nods
"I think its better .....she has friends ,is enrolled to school ,just keep texting us"dad says and i nod,in just a second raelynn is downstairs with her luggage and goes outside without saying anything she goes outside in thr car ,i say goodbye and hug everyone and take ellie's luggage and go in the car, wave goodbye and began our journey back home,the road was easy ,not many cars
"Rae..i want to ask you something but please be honest"
"Okay.."
"I want to know why are you scared of the dentist did anything happen in the past? I surely didn't scare you"
She tought a litlle then said
"I really don't know...maybe because in first grades people filled my head with stereotypes about it and i never felt safe there ,it takes a lot for me to trust someone like that...but mostly i feel like im not alright with people like that in my personal space "
"Thank you for saying ,do you want to get something to eat...?"
"Cand we get drive thru?"
"Yeah.."
9:55 pm
I park in our house's garage and get down and stretch a litlle
"Finally home" i sigh and look at raelynn who was sleeping ,i go to the right front side and open the door,take the seatbelt off and pick her up with the blanket and get her inside the house and lay her on the couch ,i go and take the luggages inside and lock the garage ,on my way back to the living room i notice rae taking her luggage upstairs
"You woke up?" I ask
"No carson ,im sleep walking "she makes sarcasm
"Okay if you say so " i laugh and go put my luggage upstairs also , after we showered and i was sitting in the livingroom on my laptop doing some work ,i notice ellie coming downstairs and to the couch
"Hey rae ,i wanted to talk to you actually"
"Oh really? What about?" She asks and i sigh
"I tought about what you said in the car ,and-"
"No carson let's not talk about this please ,im exhausted of all this dentistry i can't do it more ,no please" she says as her breathing starts to increase ,i quickly put my my laptop on the table and pick her up,she cried and i hugged her tight
"I can't carson.....im scared ,that place just terifies me "
"I tought about what you said and im afraid that the only way we can minimalize your fear is with exposure"
"What....?"
"You are going to have a check up and a cleaning once a week"
"Why!?!" She asks looking at me as tears welled down her red puffy cheecks,i hug her tigh and rub easily her back
"Shhh....everything is alright ,like that you will get used to being in the dental chair"
"F-fine...when is my first appoiment?"
"Tommorrow"
"C-carson no.."
"Don't worry love,its just me your big brother who tries to help you okay?"
"N-no....im not okay..."
"Is there anything you have to tell me?"
"Carson i don't want to go .... i hate it when you're on the dentist mode"
So sorry it takes so longz to reupdate bu i promise more updates are coming byt idk for how long my phone is broken
