"MOMM?" I screamed as I walked troughs the door.
I looked around curiously, "WHY ARE ALL THESE BOXES HERE?"
My mom poked out her head of the kitchen door, "We're moving."
"W-What? Why?" I asked, my eyes growing wide.
"Well, I got an amazing job offer in London, being payed a lot, literally we would be rich." My mom said excited,
I felt a bit sad, leaving the boys, no matter how mad I am, I still love them.
I grew a smile on my face, thinking how happy and nervous my would be about how I'd feel about it, "That's great mom! I'm so happy for you." I engulfed her in a big hug. "When are we leaving?"
"Well.. tomorrow, so we gotta pack up quickly alright?"
"Okay, I guess, what about-"
My mom cut me off "I already called your school don't worry, you don't have to go back."
I nodded and ran up stairs.
I called Eli.
"Hey Erin, what's up?"
"I need help packing."
"I'm moving tomorrow, my mom got a job offer in London, I just found out now, can you come over?"
"We'll.." I can't hear him clearly upset.
"Okay, I'll come, I'm gonna miss you butterfly."
"I'll miss you too."
After we hung up, Eli helped me pack and everything, we cried, well I cried, and said our goodbyes, we promised to keep in touch.
I'm gonna miss him so much.
The next Day ~
I feel terrible. I can't even look at myself. All the boys have been dead since yesterday.
We all want to make it up to Erin by serenading songs to her after school.
The boys and I are on our way to school, when we got there I made my way to Erin's locker, it was empty.
"What the..-" *bell rings* I sighed, and made my way off to chem.
When we got to Erin's house, everyone was speechless.
It was empty.
It was for sale.
She was gone.
"FUCK." I screamed.
"I HAD A CHANCE, AND I SCREWED IT UP. SHE'S GONE." I screamed, Calum tried calming me down but i just pushed him away.
"so I guess this is what they mean when they say "you never know what you have till it's gone." because I had her, well, now I don't." I was so angry and upset, I couldn't cry, i can't do anything without her.
"Where is she." I asked determined to find out.
"I swear to fucking god, if she's not in the country, I don't know what to do with my life."
All our phones vibrated and dinged.
To: Penguin, Batman, AshMash, Magicarp.
I don't know if you know but I moved. Sorry, for making your lives complicated, I'm in London, my mom got a new job here. I'm sorry for not saying anything. I think I caused enough drama.
I really love you guys. xx
"well she's in London." Ashton said.
"no shit." I spat.
I walked home by myself angry. I just wish I could rewind.
After 20 minutes of thinking about her, I called her.
"Luke, I really don't -" she tried to reject me.
"Just hear me out Erin."
She sighed "okay."
"I need you. I can't go another god damn day without seeing your face. I can't sing knowing you never want to see me ever again, I can't just leave you alone because you're everything to me. I'm sorry for hurting you. If I could right now I would hold you, I'd do anything that is everything for you. I'd kiss you, I don't care if you're 13, I can't help but feel the way I feel about you."
"Luke, i forgive you." I felt my heart raise.
"But, I can't just fly back to Australia, I'm sorry, it's too late." I could hear her cry.
And with that, that line went dead.
I put my head in my hands, and grabbed my hair, "AGHHH."
I picked up the picture of Erin and I hugging, I stared at it, "I really do love you." My thumb crazed the plastic that covered her side of the picture.
I put that picture down, I picked up one of Erin playing on my guitar, I put it against my forehead, "why didn't you tell me you liked me. why didn't i see it."
I laid in bed watching videos of Erin and I. I know it may be creepy, but I miss her. I miss her voice. I miss her smile.
The video started playing.
She was laughing and giggling as I chased her around.
"Luke put me down!" She screamed!
Her legs were around my torso, my chest against hers, her arms around my neck, her chin resting on my shoulders.
She whispered something In my ears, and I immediately put her down, her arms still around my neck, and my hands resting on her waste.
We stared in each others eyes for a few seconds before she kissed my noes, and I kissed her forehead, leaving my lips there till the end of the video.
"We could've been happy, we could've been together." I whispered.
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