Another Life As The Emperor's Concubine

Chapter 34

⚠️TW⚠️

The king fucking kissed me!

I tried to push him, but it was of no use from his grasp. Aminadong kayang-kaya ko itong talunin sa labanan but why can't I even stir him at the very least? His weight and strength are just too much for me!

Ipinihit ko ang aking mukha upang makalayo sa kanya but his lips still find its way to follow my lips! "Teka-" I could only muffle my words because he suddenly changed our position, flipping me below, my back touching the stone chair, kaya naman tuluyang na nga akong napahiga.

Sinubukan kong itikom ang aking bibig but he only bit it to have more access. The moment that I tried pushing him, he just easily catch both of my hands then pin it above my head using his right hand.

Tangina naman!

"Sean stop this right now!" I screamed with full authority but that didn't stop him a bit. I could feel my soul leaving my body when his other free hand started tracing my whole body.

Pumasok ang kanyang kamay sa suot kong damit at doon nagsimulang humaplos. I could only picture the horror on my face right now.

His touches started being aggressive, his caress full of desire. "Don't.." I said weakly, and for a moment I felt scared.

His hands stopped after hearing me ngunit nanatili pa rin ang kaniyang labi sa akin. I could feel his tongue playing with mine, mula sa pagiging marahas ay unti-unti itong tumigil. And for the last time, he planted a soft kiss on me before pulling himself away from me at marahas na napahilamos sa mukha.

I quietly distance myself at inayos ang sarili. I could feel the tears that was trying to leave my eyes ngunit pinigilan ko iyon, hindi isang putang lalaki ang makakapagpaiyak sa akin.

I hugged myself before looking at him with an expression full of hatred. "I.." I couldn't find myself to speak. "I told you to s-stop." Nanghihina kong saad. "So why? Why didn't you? Couldn't you hear me? Couldn't you fucking hear me?" My voice is shaking but the anger on it can never be denied nor disregarded.

He lose his cool and immediately rushed to hug me. Disgusting. I could hear him cursing himself.

I expected him to say sorry and all, but his next words shattered me. "Remember our first meet? Sinabihan kitang panagutan mo ako hindi ba? But you didn't. Now that I did something to you, just one word from you and I'll take the responsibility. Papanagutan kita, I'll marry you." His last words horrified my whole being. Is he fucking mental.

Is this his way of making things up for what he just did? WOW.

Before I could react, napansin kong may kumikinang na bagay sa aking daliri. A ring.

Sean hold my hand before going down on his knees. He kneeled. The king kneeled. "Amara, you will marry me." That was never a question, it was an order.

And before I even know it, my hand already flew its way to his face. The sound of my slap immediately echoed all throughout the place, and once again, the side of his lips bled.

Mariin ko siyang tiningnan. "Fucking mental." A smile crept from his face, so his cheeks received another slap again.

Marahas kong inalis ang singsing sa aking daliri. "My family won't hear a thing about this, just make sure that you'll keep your face away from me kasi kung hindi, hindi lang sampal ang maaabot mo." My threatening voice thundered around.

"I like you, Amara." He confessed with a soft voice. "No, scratch that. I love you, Amara. One chance, that's the only thing that I'm asking. Please, I.. I will make you my queen, just choose me. Kahit ngayon lang, forget everyone else, ako muna-" Bago pa man nya matapos ang sasabihin ay marahas kong hinawakan ang kanyang buhok, agaran siyang napatingala dahil doon.

Mas hinigpitan ko ang sabunot sa kaniyang buhok, ngunit parang hindi man lang siya nakakaramdam ng sakit. "You fucking harassed me, you hear? So how dare you spit those nonsense words infront of me? Saan ka kumuha ng kapal ng mukha, ha King Sean?" I said mockingly with a hint of rage.

"Please.." He begged. "Just one chance hmm? I'll arrange our marriage, you don't need to do anything, I'll be the one to organize everything. Just please?" He said in a begging tone, nakaangat pa rin ang mukha at taimtim na nakatingin sa akin.

Pabalya ko syang binitawan at hindi makapaniwalang napahilamos sa mukha.

"You're not even sorry." I said almost whispering. Magsasalita pa sana siya ngunit mabilis na akong tumalikod.

I don't have a time to deal with fuckers like him. He's of no help, he's crazy.

THE coldness of the water dominated my whole being. I inhaled first bago inilublob ang sarili sa bath tub ng kwarto ko.

Finally, I'm at peace.

Nang maramdamang mauubusan na ako ng hininga at nahihingal akong umalis mula sa pagkalubog. Aalis na sana ako nang maramdaman ko na naman ang nakakadiring pakiramdam.

It's like his touches are still here, lingering, crawling on my flesh. I started to harshly scrub every inch of this body, hanggang sa namula. I stopped before letting out a pale laugh, padarag akong sumandal sa banyera at pumikit upang mapakalma ang sarili.

Fuck this world.
Fuck that man.
Fuck everyone.

They're disgusting. They're fucking disgusting!

I wanna go back, how can I go back? Shall I kill myself?

Yes..

I should, right?

Ngunit bago ko pa man magawa ang nasa isip ay mabilis kong napigilan ang sarili. I should first make sure that Elena and her son are really safe. Matapos ng pagtakas ko kay Drake ay hindi imposibleng babalikan ng lalaking iyon si Elena at ang kanyang anak. I somehow feel responsible for them.

I can't understand these men inside this world. They're too much for me, obsessed, psychos, killers. Damn, I cannot wait to leave this place.

Matapos makabihis ay lumabas na agad ako sa banyo. My forehead ceased when the darkness welcomed me. I don't remember turning off the lights?

And as if the heavens heard my thought, agarang lumiwanag ang paligid, I could hear the switch being turned on. Does that mean...

Namataan ko ang leyong si Zera na kumakain ng kung ano. And I don't remember giving her something?

And suddenly, I could feel two muscular hands wrapped around my waist. Someone breathe at the side of my nape.

"Amara.." a husky voice.

Fuck not again.

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