Life goes on

I Hate Myself

Day 1

You're so pretty.

Glad someone thinks so.

You're so kind.

Only if I could be kind to myself.

You're the best friend I could ever ask for.

I wish I believed you.

Day 167

You skin is perfect.

No it's not... You haven't seen my thighs.

I wish I could be more like you.

No you don't.

Gosh you're perfect.

If only that were true.

I love your clothes. I wish I could pull sweatshirts off.

They're hiding something darling.

We should hang out sometime.

Why? I would just sit there.

Want to have lunch with me?

No. I'm fat already.

Day 496

I think I like you like you...

I think I dislike me dislike me...

Can you see how amazing you are?

No. How can you?

I would do anything for you.

I would do anything to myself...

Do you want to go see a movie with me?

Sure. Is it my life tragedy?

Day 678

We've been dating a while...

I've been depressed for a while... what's your point?

I want to make us exclusive...

I want to be happy... we don't always get what we want.

Will you be my girlfriend?

Will I kill myself tonight?

I truly care for you.

Why are they telling me your lying?

I hate that you do this to yourself.

Well, I hate myself.

Day 1594

We have been going strong.

And I have been breaking down more lately.

Will you listen to me if I offered some advice?

If it's like all the others then no.

We can get you some help.

I can get some rope too...

I worry for you a lot.

I want to be dead a lot.

I've never seen you smile before.

I've never smiled.

I love your laugh...

How? You've never heard it.