THAT DODGERS GAME- Billie Eilish

CHAPTER 11

⚠️FW: this cap contains depression and suicide content⚠️

Judith's POV

- What the hell are you doing here?

- I saw you have a new little girlfriend...- she said with doing a stupid face.

- Yes and what? We don't have anything to do with each other.

- But Judith, I really was wrong.- she said sadly.

- Lisa you literally said you were straight and that you used me! And now you say you are wrong?!? You're insane?- She looked terrified when I said it.

- I'm really really sorry, it wasn't my fault, all my surunding was homophobic and I couldn't do anything else.

- If you really love someone you don't even care about that homophobic people. Now leave please, is very late and I'm tired.- I said that with my hand in my forehead like I was really tired.

- You still look hot when you're tired.- said Lisa getting closer to me.

- Lisa stop, I'm not alone and you know that.

- But she doesn't has to-

- Hi babe, who is it?- said Billie behind me grabbing my hips with her right hand.

- She's Lisa, an old friend, she just came to say hello and she's leaving right?- I said and looked at her with my eyes full opened.

- Yes, I'm leaving, nice to meet you Eilish!- she said ironically.

- Nice to meet you too Lisa- said my girl a little confused.

I closed the door and sighed. Bill looked at me lost with the situation.

- Who was it Judith?

- She's just an old friend, I told you!- I said yelling a little bit.

- Don't yell at me young lady! And tell me who the fuck was that.

I sighed again and looked down, but she quickly took my jaw and made me make eye contact with her.

- Who was it babe.

- She was my ex.

- And?

- Nothing, she just came to say that she wanted to try something.

- And?- she said in a sexy tone this time.

- I'm not free- I said kissing her lips.

- Good, cause that pussy is only mine- she said and bite my lip while grabbing my ass.- Round 2?

- You don't even have to ask baby.- I said and jumped on her.

The next day...

I haven't slept, my head has been thinking about Lisa all night. She really hurt me when we were young, and that followed me for years. Our love was a long distance one, so we couldn't see each other whenever we wanted.

I looked at my phone and it was 5 am, I couldn't stand it anymore and I went downstairs to make some tea to relax my body and breath sitting on the yard.

I still can feel that pain in my chest when I think about how bad I passed those first "post-break up" months. I got depression and my hope in love was 0%, but that changed thanks to my last ex, I still love her but no in a romantic way.

FLASHBACK 7 YEARS AGO

CHAT WITH: Lisa 💘

- Umm... Judith, I also have to tell you something.