~Deep Below the Surface~ (Sebastian x Siren reader)

A lot of Yelling - chapter 30

(TW depictions of yelling and blood)

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I was rushing to Sebastian. I didn't know what to do but I knew to go to him at least. I popped out of the hole in the floor covered in the dried blood of my own best friend.

He seemed pretty concerned on if it was my blood or not considering I usually go swimming after a kill. I had stayed on land before to try and help Phoenix but it was futile.

He pulled me up and looked over me. "I-I killed-" I accidentally blurted out without really thinking much about it. He seemed pretty confused considering I killed so many without guilt but now was when I felt guilty.

"What?" He asked. I was balling my eyes out into his shoulder. "Who did you kill?" He asked, a hint of concern was audible in his voice. I was still unable to stop sobbing.

"Y/N who did you kill?" He was concerned, I could hear it in his voice. I finally managed an answer "P-Phoenix" I finally managed to get out through my audible sobbing.

He paused and seemed to slightly think for a few seconds before pushing me off. "You killed Phoenix?!" He was panicking, I could hear it in his voice. I was still sobbing and trying to cling back onto him, but he kept pushing me off.

"I-I didn't- didn't mean t-" I was cut off by him. "Get out" his voice was so cold. I hadn't heard that type of voice from him in so long. "I-I just need you to get out of my shop. Now" he added while seemingly wiping a tear from his eye.

I was shocked, I'd thought he'd comfort me after this. I hadn't killed her on purpose. "B-But-" I started "GET OUT OF MY SHOP Y/N" he yelled at me... He actually yelled at me... I felt my chest ache for whatever reason.

I sniffled slightly before vanishing back into the hole in the floor I'd come from. I quickly retreated to my cave. My chest hurt... Like hurt a LOT.

I was hyperventilating by the time I made it to my cave. I laid down and tried to breath for a while. I tried the breathing exercises Phoenix had taught me at one point in time.

I was still sobbing and unable to stop. I would of managed to breath if I didn't start coughing. My chest hurt so bad.

I looked down and saw my own blood where I'd coughed, the sparkly blue liquid shining in the dim light of the cave.

I couldn't stop crying.

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I accidentally yelled at Y/N. I was curled up in my corner trying not to break down. I couldn't believe that Phoenix was gone. I wasn't good at expressing emotions in a way that didn't hurt someone.

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End of chapter 30
Hope you all enjoyed the chapter. Sorry if this hurt a little bit 😋
Don't raid my house I have a treat for future chapters. Sorry if it's a little short

Word count: 520
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