Beyoncé been married for 8 Years to her husband Shawn Carter. After discovering he cheated on her she decided to turn that sour lemon into a picture of sweet lemonade. She meets someone who makes her question her own sexuality.
Beyoncé 28 years old...
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9 years later and I wouldn't have expected that my marriage would have ended a whole year ago. I loved my husband to death that's why I married him. I gave him everything he could've ever needed or wanted from me and it still wasn't enough to keep him faithful. Love with him in the beginning was everything you would've thought the man was obsessed with me the way he was in love with me. I thought I would never see the day that he would get enough of me.
The intimacy in our marriage started to become non existent. It was 5 months of us no longer being sexual with each other. I couldn't stand it anymore it was becoming too predictable. He didn't care for my needs and only wanted himself to get off. I expressed how I felt and he hasn't tried to touch me and I haven't tried to touch him. I would be a fool to say that I didn't expect him to cheat because if he wasn't getting it at home I knew he was getting it elsewhere.
Coming in the home late at night or early mornings smelling like another woman. Lip stick stains on his clothing. He was too sloppy with covering his cheating. I knew he was doing it around month three but I just stayed with him until I seen it first hand myself. I needed that extra proof.
One day I came home early from work. I had just received good news that my collection for Ivy Park would be able to be released earlier than expected and that was good news for me. I was going home to share the news to my husband.
I parked the car and went into the house. I seen it was two wine glasses sitting on the foyer of our home. Which meant that someone was here and it wasn't just my husband. I walked further into the home and heard music being played from the guest room on the first floor. As I got closer I heard moans and grunts clear as DAY. I stood behind the door afraid to accept that everything I've been feeling is about to become reality soon.
I opened the door and there it was.
My husband fucking.....
A white woman
I lost IT.
I began to break everything that was near my path that I was walking to get to the bed. I yanked his ass off her and screamed.
" OH REALLY SHAWN? "
" Bey.. baby what are you doing here ? "
I chuckled
" nigga are you asking me why the fuck am I doing in my home? No the question I wanna know why the fuck would you be in here cheating on your wife in our own damn home. The least you could do is break the bitch off in a hotel. I want a damn divorce! "
I threw my rings at him and that was the last time I seen him in person.
I paid for movers to get my belongings the exact same day. I brought myself a brand new home and already had my lawyer handling this divorce by the next day. I wasn't playing with his ass.
Not even 2 months later we both settled and I was divorced. I won some money in the divorce but that's not what I was happy about. I was happy that I wasn't in a loveless marriage anymore. I deserve more than that.
Ever since I just haven't found it in myself to bounce back into the dating seen. But it's been a year and 4 months since the divorce. I think I'm actually ready to see what's out there for me.
