Chapter 49

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My eyes fluttered open and the smell of pancakes, maple syrup and butter tickled my nostrils as I stretched, wincing in pain...

I put one of my dresses on... It was a short lace dress the color of cream along with some white 3 inch open heels, accessories, and my hair up in a frizzy ponytail...

I slowly and carefully climbed down the huge marble stairs before entering the kitchen and sitting down next to Alan who smiled at me and stood up, walking over to Eva and Helena who were making pancakes together while joking around.

None of them remembered the previous night except for me and Johnny who looked up at me, softly smiling causing me to blush in embarrassment when I remembered the previous night...

Once we were finished with breakfast, the director told us to get ready to go and stay at a hotel a couple of kilometers away from the mansion...

We all got onto the bus and arrived at the hotel. Johnny walked in and a girl about my age tripped over him.

"Oh my god I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to Mr. Depp!", she said and he tried to calm her down.

He grabbed her hands and she looked into his eyes, staring up at him as his expression softened...

I stared at them before grabbing a key and settling into the hotel...

1 week later

I heard giggling and moaning coming from the hall. I opened the door softly, looking out and staring at Johnny who was kissing that girl he met a week ago...

...I felt weak...

...I felt betrayed...

...I felt like dying...

With those thoughts, I started to feel dizzy as I fell to the floor...

I gasped for air, not knowing what was happening. My vision became brighter and I could only see the door to my room closing...

I dreamt of Johnny and Adeline, and the girl... The way he kissed her... The way he loved her... The way he left me... I'm alone... No one is there for me... No one even cares... I'm scared... And lonely... I'm confused... I'm exhausted... I want to scream... I want to break down... I want to get out of here...

I woke up in tears, my body trembling as I heard the director yelling after Helena and Johnny...

Helena ran in and gasped when she saw me laying on the floor and staring up at the ceiling lifelessly. I looked at her and she knelt down caressing my cheek softly.

Johnny entered without me noticing, and when I did notice him, my body trembled, my teeth clenched and I sat up immediately. I started to scream and cry, kicking and squirming as Helena helped the director pick me up and place me up on the bed.

I got up and ran towards Johnny before pushing him and he groaned when he hit the wall...

"GET OUT YOU BASTARD!!! I HATE YOU!!! GET OUT!!! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOUR STUPID FACE AGAIN!!! GET THE HELL OUT!!!", I screamed as stinging tears made their way down my cheeks.

I cried hard before collapsing onto the ground and wincing at the pain in my chest...

"WHY DO YOU DO THIS?!?!?! YOU KISS ME AND THEN YOU LEAVE WITH ANOTHER GIRL!!! AM I DOING SOMETHING WRONG?!?!?! TELL ME!!! AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU?!?!?! I WAS SO FOOLISH TO BELIEVE THAT YOU HAVE CHANGED!!! WHY DO YOU DO IT?!?!?! WHY?!?!?!", I screamed and tears formed in his eyes as I cried hard.

"GET OUT!!! ALL OF YOU!!!", I yelled and suddenly heard Johnny groaning when Helena pushed him hard out of the room.

"What is wrong with you?!?!?! Mark my words, you go near her one more time... You'll rule the day you were born!!!", Helena yelled and he just stared down at the ground as that girl approached him slowly.

"As for you! Why don't you go off with Johnny and stay away from us!!!", Helena yelled at the girl, grabbing her violently and Johnny tried to help the girl who was pushed up against him.

"Helena!!! Don't touch her!!! She has nothing to do with this!!!", Johnny yelled, kissing the girl's forehead.

My blood boiled and ice ran through my veins as I stood up, walking over to Helena who was staring at the girl furiously...

"Are you kidding me Johnny?!?!?! SHE IS THE VERY REASON THIS IS HAPPENING YOU NAIVE IDIOT!!!", Helena yelled and I pulled her back, shutting the door in Johnny's face.

A few hours later Helena and the director tucked me into bed and walked out of my room.

A few minutes after they left, I heard my door open revealing a tall figure I couldn't quite make out...

He closed the door and lit the fireplace, letting it create a glow in the room as he walked over to my bed and sat on the edge, staring down at me with a soft expression as he stroked my hair softly.

It was Johnny...

I almost screamed but he violently placed his hand over my mouth, silencing me as I squirmed and kicked. He stared down at me with eyes burning with desire.

Keeping his hand on my mouth so I remained quiet, he leaned down and kissed my neck, sucking and nibbling as I continued trying to scream. He unzipped my dress slowly, nipping on my hot skin.

I cried and tried screaming over and over again, but no sounds escaped...

He pulled my undergarment down, staring at my body before meeting my gaze as I tried to push him off me. He took one of my hands and kissed my palm softly as I continued to cry helplessly...

"...You mean more to me than any other girl in the entire world...", he whispered.

"...I want you...", he whispered.

He slowly unbuttoned his shirt, not looking away from my body... He gave his full attention to me as he stepped out of all his clothes and positioned himself in between my legs before resting his forehead on mine as he watched me shake my head 'no'...

Too late...

I screamed in pain and he groaned... I cried hard and he took his hand off my mouth to kiss me... He tasted my lips sweetly, pressing his body against mine harder...

He pulled away, placing his hand on my mouth again...

He kissed my neck softly before staring into my eyes, shutting his tightly as a moan escaped his mouth...

I eventually found myself responding to his every move, kiss and thrust so he moved his hand off my mouth, letting me speak and moan...

While Johnny was in my room, Helena was walking down the hallway with the director...

Johnny groaned and moaned, as did I...

Helena and the director heard this and pressed their ears against my door, listening closely...

I took Johnny's hand and bit his finger with my lips to stop myself from getting louder...

Helena gasped and stared at the director whose eyes were wide in shock...

"Should we go in and get him out of there?", Helena asked, reaching for the doorknob.

"No!", the director whispered.

"Why not?!", Helena whispered.

"Go back to your room...", the director whispered before following her into her room.

Back in my room, Johnny got off of me, panting and trying to catch his breath as I gripped the sheets, crying softly...

"What's wrong?", he asked, climbing onto me again.

He caressed my cheek softly, wiping away the tears racing down my cheek...

"...Each time you do this, a week later you go off with another girl...", I whispered and he leaned in.

"...I love you...", he whispered and I looked at him.

"...I'm not that foolish anymore...", I whispered and he laid down next to me, pulling the covers over us before laying his head next to my shoulder.

I fell asleep listening to him breathe softly...

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