𝚄𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚋𝚢 𝙰𝚕𝚕, 𝚂𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚋𝚢 𝚈𝚘𝚞 [Male!Idol × Male!Fan]

Chapter 1

[Few days prior to present]
{Xiaowei's P.O.V.}

Well, one destined day, Xiaowei's company announced a concert in our area. Too bad my sister was out of the city, she had gone to study in Beijing. I almost immediately bought the tickets before they got sold out. Now, the problem was that I had to destroy all the little dignity I had left as a man, to see the Xiaowei in flesh. Even if my sister was there to go with me, I could have saved my image so that people would think she forced me to come here. Imagine a lone man standing admist thousands of fangirls. And no way I would come back without buying any merch or his autograph. No way I was going to miss this golden opportunity to see THE Xiaowei before my very eyes. So, I stomped on the little pieces of my dignity and set out on a lifetime experience.

I stood in a corner with a cap and a mask, the girls already screaming. Like, what you screaming for? Xiaowei didn't even take on the stage yet. He's always late, how clumsy. I chuckled at the thought. Now that I think over it again, chuckling like that saying he's clumsy is pretty gay.... Never mind... while I was so deep in my thoughts, I heard the girls scream louder, almost bursting my ear drums. My eyes shift to the direction of the center of the stage. Ah... there he was...

Xiaowei. The moment I saw him, my mind went blank. I could only see and hear Xiaowei. But that moment did not last long, interrupted by all the girls screaming. Xiaowei was as perfect as always. My eyes were glued to him, every move he made, every word he pronounced, everything was beautiful. I was glad I came here. I couldn't get my eyes off him during the whole concert.

After the concert ended, it was time for the thing everyone was waiting the most for; the autograph event and mini fan meetup. I was about to meet Xiaowei, THE Xiaowei. Of course, I was nervous. I had to look my best. There was still time before the event started. I quickly get to the washroom, take my cap and mask off, and wash my face and dry it up and try to comb my hair with my fingers only to mess it up more, and fixed my shirt and pants. I take a look at myself in the mirror. I was so dull and ordinary. Anyways. I get to the venue.

I saw Xiaowei. He looks so angelic in person. I was so nervous. After what felt like eternity, it was my turn. It felt like my heart will beat out of my mouth. Xiaowei was smiling at me, and I was blushing. WAIT WHAT WHY?! Anyways, he signs my card, "Thank you for comin' to my concert today and buyin' my merch and for all the love and support!" He said in his mesmerizing voice. I was nervous but managed to say something, "No, thank you for always cheering me up." He looked a bit surprised but gives a big smile, and took my hands in his. WHAT. I was flustered at the sudden interaction and also dumbfounded. "Aw, you really made my day, what's your name pretty boy?" He asked with a wink. I was sure that I was blushing right now, pretty boy? What... "I'm Xiaoshi..." I said somehow. "Xiaoshi... I will make sure to remember you." He said as he lets go of my hand, he scribbled something on the bottom right corner of my card and handed it to me. My eyes widened as I noticed a number written there. I look at Xiaowei, confused. He smirked with a mischievous glint in his eyes and mouthed a few words, which I interpreted as 'Call me' I couldn't believe this was happening. I was so confused.Then the staff called out that the time limit had ended. I stood up reluctantly, he was still smirking, "We'll meet soon, don't forget to text me, pretty boy~" He whispered in a low voice so that no one else but I could hear. I felt my cheeks burn up. But before I could digest any of that, I had to get out. As soon as I got out, I felt death glares from the girls whose turns were after me. I realized I took too long.

I came back home after buying some more merch. I sat on my bed, dialing the number on the card but not brave enough to actually make a call or send a text. I lay down, internally debating on whether to send a text or not.

{Xiaowei's P.O.V}

A day like any other. Finally, I was done with today's work; I lay down on my bed thinking about the day. Performing on the stage was no problem, but meet ups are the ones that truly overwhelm me. Nobody except my sister knows that I'm gay. It irritates me when my excessive fangirls even talk. There are some fangirls though,who are respectful and all but most of them are irritating, like, I get it you like me but why call me daddy? And the way they keep screaming even before I get to the stage, it irritates me. Yeah, I feel nice when they show excitement and scream but why when I'm singing? Can't they just be silent and vibe? And the sad thing is I don't see any male fans most of the time. But, this time, that wasn't the case. I met a pretty Shenzhen boy, now that I think of him... what was his name...? It was Xiao something... Oh, Xiaoshi. I was happy to see a male fan. But he was different than any other fan I met. The other fans would either tell me they love me or praise my skills and stuff. But he was different, he thanked me, aww. Thanked me for always cheering him up. Hm, it cheers me up to know I cheer up someone, that I made someone smile. And that someone had to be so pretty; I literally gave him my number for real. I will get killed by my manager if he knows about it. I was waiting for his text for so long. It seems he hasn't messaged yet. What if he forgot? No way. He wouldn't for sure. Maybe he's just nervous. I grabbed my phone and open my messages. No message from any unknown number. Why doesn't Xiaoshi just do it? As I was starting to get upset that he doesn't text me, I heard my phone vibrate. It wasa message from an unknown number!

{Xiaoshi's P.O.V.}

I SENT THE MESSAGE! Even though it was just a 'hey'. I know it's too plain but I couldn't think of anything. I should've introduced myself; he will not know it's me! What if it's not his number and he just played around with me? I was so lost in thoughts I didn't notice the person typing. Then a reply came:

Xiaowei

hey:

:Is this Xiaoshi? It's really me, Xiaowei
:I was waiting for your text yknow ;)

[ Xiaoshi: OH MY GOD. It really is Xiaowei?! AND THE WINKY FACE?! I was about to go crazy. I was panicking and trembling, I knew I had to say something.]

Is this really Xiaowei?:

:Ofc, it's me, pretty boy ;)

Why did you give me your number?:

:Anybody would give their number if it's you

Whatt....:

[Xiaowei is flustered]

:Are you flustered XD

No! But why would you give me your number?:

:Because you're a pretty boy. Let's meet in person tomorrow. :)

[Xiaoshi is dumbfounded and a red tomato and his heart is beating like crazy]

What Fr? Wont you get in trouble if people see you hanging out with someone like me?:

:Nope, I will handle it all~ just tell me when you're free

Well I'm free tomorrow for the whole day. Its Sunday tomorrow:

:Perfect, get ready for the date at 10 am~ we'll meet at the park near the concert venue.

Date?! I am a guy!:

:I'll let you in on a secret, I like men~

[Xiaoshi is so surprised that he fell off his bed]

:Are you surprised? Pretty boy, be careful, because my heart is going in your direction ;)

[Xiaoshi was blushing, his cheeks and ears a vibrant color of red and burning like the sun.]

:I see you're too flustered to reply. It's cute. Don't miss out our date tomorrow, I am really looking forward to it. See you tomorrow, pretty boy.

Xiaowei is offline.

{Xiaoshi's P.O.V.}

I felt my heart beating faster and faster by the second. I felt my face burning. I read Xiaowei's last text before he went offline. He knew everything about my feelings towards him. Why? His heart is going my direction? Why? I didn't want to believe it but all this turned me on. I'm supposed to be straight...

I was so nervous about tomorrow, I chose an outfit carefully. I also bought a gift forhim, a watch. Even though it wasn't too expensive. I've always wanted to gift my idol something. I went to sleep early but couldn't sleep. All the things that happened and that will happen kept me awake...

{Xiaowei's P.O.V.}

I was so excited about the date tomorrow, something about Xiaoshi made me feel more drawn to him every time we interact or even when I just think of him. I know it sounds crazy, given I just met him today for the first time. Maybe because I feel lonely all the time. Meeting him really cheered me up. And the way he reacts to everything. I get my hottest but simplest outfit out so that I don't stand out too much. And prepare a small gift for him, a small, cute, bunny hairpin! He will look cute in it. Then I went to sleep as per my schedule. Can't wait to meet Xiaoshi tomorrow...