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Prologue: Part 2

Part 2 - The Shadows of Fame

"There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds."
- Laurell K. Hamilton

However, as the drama's broadcast progressed and reached its peak in popularity, Jung Hyun's personal life began to resurface in the public eye. Old controversies and rumors that had once been buried started to make headlines again, and the immense pressure of the spotlight began to weigh heavily on him. The success of "Mr. Queen" became a double-edged sword-while it brought him acclaim and recognition, it also brought back the shadows of his past, triggering a resurgence of the depression he had fought so hard to overcome.

The media was relentless, dredging up details of his previous relationship and the problems that had plagued him during that time, including his battle with depression. Jung Hyun was overwhelmed with shame and fear as his private life was put on display for everyone to judge. He knew he was on the brink of being "canceled" in the harsh world of K-entertainment, where the public and the industry were often unforgiving.

By the time the drama ended its successful run, Jung Hyun was struggling more than ever. The weight of the renewed scrutiny, coupled with the relentless demands of fame, pushed him to the brink. He began to withdraw from those around him, isolating himself in an attempt to escape the overwhelming darkness that threatened to consume him. There were days when he could barely get out of bed, his will to live hanging by a thread.

During this difficult time, Jung Hyun's family and close friends rallied around him, offering unwavering support. They knew the real Jung Hyun, beyond the rumors and controversies, and their love and belief in him never wavered. Their presence in his life was a source of strength, but despite all the support he received, it was Hae Sun who became closer and closer to his heart.

Hae Sun, sensing that something was deeply wrong, reached out to him. Despite the distance that had grown between them after the drama ended, she couldn't stand by and do nothing. She contacted him, offering her support, her understanding, and most importantly, her presence. They couldn't see each other often, but her messages, calls, and the way she checked in on him regularly became a lifeline for him.

Her presence in the chat group with their mutual friends brought him an unexpected joy. Whenever she sent a message or shared something funny, Jung Hyun would find himself smiling like an idiot at his phone, feeling a warmth that hadn't been there in a long time. Seeing her face on his phone, whether in a photo or a video call, made him genuinely happy-she was, in every sense, his sunshine.

As she became closer and closer to his heart, Jung Hyun felt a deepening affection for Hae Sun that he couldn't ignore. Yet, despite the growing connection between them, he was afraid to reach out to her in a more personal way. He didn't want to drag her into the mess that his life had become. The last thing he wanted was to burden her with his struggles or expose her to the chaos surrounding him. The thought of her getting hurt because of him was unbearable, so he kept his feelings to himself, afraid to cross a line that might pull her into his world of uncertainty and pain.

But Jung Hyun, consumed by his own self-loathing, almost pushed her away. He was ashamed that she knew the worst about him-the controversies, the past relationship that had ended disastrously, and the depression that had taken hold of his life. He didn't want her to see him as the broken man the media was portraying. He was afraid that if she knew everything, she would think less of him.

"Why are you even here?" he asked her one day, his voice edged with bitterness and defeat. "You've seen what they're saying about me. You know all the terrible things. I'm not worth your time, Hae Sun. I'm just...a mess."

Hae Sun looked at him with gentle, unwavering eyes. "I'm here because I know the truth. You're not a bad person, Jung Hyun. You've just been through a lot, and you made some mistakes during a difficult time. But that doesn't define who you are. What matters is how you come through it."

Her words pierced through the wall he had built around himself. She saw him for who he truly was-not the image the media was painting, but the kind, talented, and thoughtful person she had come to know during the months they worked together. She knew that his previous relationship had been unfortunate, and the timing of it had compounded the pressures he was already facing. But she didn't judge him for it. Instead, she saw a man who was struggling to find his way back to the light.

One evening, after one of their conversations, Hae Sun texted him something that stayed with him long after she left:

"Junghyun-sshi, I found this and I want to share it with you - Pain makes you stronger. Tears make you braver. Heartbreak makes you wiser. Be grateful for your past because it helped shape who you are. And thank the past for a better future. Live for today, learn from yesterday, and hope for tomorrow. Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.... I'm here, always"

As Jung Hyun read her words, something within him broke. The tears he had been holding back for so long came rushing out, and he cried and cried until he had nothing left. In that moment of vulnerability, he began to realize the truth of what she had said. It wasn't just empty encouragement-it was a reminder that even the darkest times wouldn't last forever.

"This too shall pass," he whispered to himself, clinging to the phrase as a lifeline. And for the first time in a long while, he allowed himself to believe it. He kept those words close to his heart, repeating them whenever the darkness threatened to overwhelm him.

Her presence was a lifeline in those darkest moments. Though he was reluctant to let anyone in, Jung Hyun couldn't deny the comfort he felt with her by his side. She didn't push him to talk or to be anything other than what he was at that moment-vulnerable, broken, and in need of a friend. She stayed with him through the worst of it, giving him the strength to hold on, even if just for another day.

But as much as Hae Sun wanted to save him from his pain, she knew that her presence could only be temporary. The demands of her own life and career eventually pulled her away, and Jung Hyun, still fragile and struggling, found himself alone once more. The depression didn't disappear, and the challenges he faced didn't magically resolve, but deep in his heart, he was grateful. He knew that Hae Sun had saved him from falling into the deepest, darkest pit of despair. Her kindness, her compassion, and her unwavering support had given him a glimmer of hope when he had none left.

Even after she left, the memory of her comfort lingered, a small light in the darkness. It wasn't enough to heal him completely, but it was enough to keep him going, to remind him that there was something worth holding on to.

Every night, as Jung Hyun lay in bed, he prayed to meet her again. He longed to thank her, not just for her moral support, but also simply to see her-to be in her presence once more. He missed her so much that it ached, and the hope of seeing her again became a quiet but powerful force that kept him going, day after day.

"This too shall pass," he reminded himself, holding onto the hope that one day, they would meet again.

In the end, this pain makes you stronger

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To be continued