Prose that may be too bland or too blue;
Random stories that may or may not be true;
All penned by Alice in her times of loneliness;
They shall aid the mind and heart of the restless.
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Before I go to sleep, I am devoured by dark, depressing thoughts. My uncertainties. My what-ifs. My doubts. My fears. They all cuddle me and sing to me every night. I long for the days when I was younger, and I could easily sleep one second after I closed my eyes. Back when I dreamt of unicorns and soft pink pillows, not of social humiliation and burning sins.
I guess not being able to sleep is part of growing up. I guess this dark cloud that envelops our once-cornflower skies is part of being jaded. As we age more, I wonder how much darker things will get.