❛ daisy ❜

03

⚠️ warning : mention of sexual abuse and murder ⚠️

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Chan's face brushed against the wet leaves of the daisy shrub. He wanted to feel Minho again, even when he was well aware he couldn't. If he could, he would've hugged the bush. He was that desperate.

Knowing his cravings won't be of use, Chan stood up ready to make his way out of the place. The more he stayed, the more he hurt. But just as he was about turn and leave, a little dark creature made its way to the bush.

It was a little cat. The distance between it and the shrub ebbed, and suddenly it sniffed one of the flowers and broke it with it's paw.

"Noooo" Chan yelled, quite loudly, "no..." This time his voice a little faint.

He hated the cat for destroying the daisy.

He hated the world for destroying his daisy.

.

Chan had dreamt of this day for long. Taking his lover on a date. 

Although they had been dating for almost 6 months now, the idea of a date never crossed his mind, because wherever it was, if they were next to each other, that's all that mattered. 

But now, Chan was excited. For the first time he was going to reveal his home to his pretty daisy boy. Maybe he could sit the latter on his kitchen counter and make love to him. Or maybe they could make pastries together. Or draw daisies and cats together. Or have a slumber party in each other's arms.

There was so much he wanted to try out with Minho, that he was more than excited.

Chan waited for quite some time and started worrying when Minho was nowhere to be seen. It was already 10 am and they promised to meet at 8 am.

His worrying ceased for a minute when a young girl came running his way.

"Hi are you Chan?" She asked as soon as she stopped panting.

"Yes, and you are??"

"I'm Yubin, Lee Yubin. You might not know me but I'm Minho's cousin." Chan listened more closely the moment he heard his lover's name, "I came to tell you something, p-please don't panic"

Chan's panicking picked up again as he listened even more attentively.

"There was this little girl, a frequent visitor of this park, who was..." She took a deep breath before continuing, "raped and murdered last night.. her name was Chaeyeon I think?"

Chan's already pale face became more pale, "Ch-aeryoung, is it?" His voice and body was shaky, not sure how to react to this sudden information. He tried to push away Chaeryoung's bright smile from his head but his heart ached as he realised he won't ever witness it ever again.

"Right.... Chaeryoung.... And Minho.."

"Yes Minho????" Chan asked in a louder tone not sure how this tragedy was related to Minho.

"He was convicted of the rape and murder since he was close to Chaeryoung and he was the one of the last people to exit this place last night."

Chan froze. For a second he couldn't process anything at all. Minho would be last person to be convicted of such crime, he was too pure for it. That daisy boy wanted nothing more than happiness in the lives of of others, especially kids.

When they met two days earlier everything was beautiful. What just happened? 

"He gave this note... To you" Chan's thoughts were interrupted when the pale girl infront of him spoke up.

Chan took it in his shaking hands. He felt the warmth of Minho's hand on it. He felt his lover's scent. With a tear in his eye, he read the letter

"Channie... Baby.... What happened.... Idk??? My Chaeryoung, how could anyone do that to her?? Why would they think I'd do that to her? I would've never Channie, you know that. I loved her, like my sister, I loved them, all of them. Why would anyone do that baby, tell me? How can anyone do that to someone as pure as our chae?  How do these heartless monsters even do these shit, tell me baby tell me please I need answers. I'm not sad, just disappointed, at the world. I miss you baby, I miss your hugs, I miss your voice, I miss your imperfect body. I love you my prince, take care, I'm always gonna be with you"

And three weeks later the media revealed that convicted "murderer" Lee Minho had commited suicide, with the help of a rope and chair.