Fate Of Love

- Episode One -

The morning rays of the early hours that settle upon the large city splurge through peoples windows leaving beams across each ones bedroom in an awakening call without the buzz of there cellphone alerting another snoozed alarm.

Everyone's mornings start in the same way yet so different, every new adult has almost the same routine, new jobs new college students finding themselves back at campus for yet another term that went by between the blink of an eye.

Bustling streets alarm anyone outside large long stretched roads are filled up with each different model of car that you could think of, all lining up in a busy traffic as the ones up earlier are ahead and making their way to each different job with early requirements.

Between the routinely atmosphere someone else's settles different, the many emails and ridiculous amount of applications put into any requiring job that I can get my hands on lands in my emails for yet another awaited decline, my body lays spread across what isn't the most luxurious bed in the entire world not the most expensive sheets or the biggest bedroom inside the smallest apartment that doesn't reach my rent needs.

Many jobs lay on my shoulders in a burden, many of them let me go within the first small mistake that I let slip it's never a harsh goodbye to the jobs that barely reach the minimum wage every hour, there's always another one I'm awaiting to get approval off in the midst of the calm chaos.

I've always lived the same life, growing up I was in the same routine replacing the burdening jobs to the education that I barely did well in each grade my mind was elsewhere trying to pick up dog walking and throwing newspapers at peoples doors in the luxurious neighbourhoods I know I could never afford as a papergirl, anything to grasp a few pennies in my pocket and extra coins that I really thought would help my parents out as each day grew tougher and tougher to pay for all three of us.

My life hasn't been the most sunshine and rainbows were everything has been handed to me within the blink of they eye and how quick the weather could change within a few minutes, there were many in worse situations so I grasped onto what little childhood I tried to have throughout my younger years.

As long as each activity was free and didn't land in my parents wallets I was outside more than I was indoors, afterschool hours was like a breath of fresh air as I got my broken in more than needed running shoes on and went out with my uniform in a distressed state every early evening.

The days where the sunshine was all I could await in my small head peering out of the small window of my kitchen with prayers in my head hoping against odds that the forecast would change and I would be able to run out that door within the first glance of sunshine peeping through the travelling clouds.

I always had someone by my side, attached to the hip was a boy that sit in familiar realities as myself, we used to sneak further out than the distance both of our families aloud us to go just to lay there in the grass for hours making daisy crowns and letting out everything that sat in our heads.

He was my best buddy, my number one any other lingo that went with those names all in one.

We grew up together, we did everything together. There was more hours that was spent with him than there were on my own.

Throughout life there can be changes, ones that you don't want to happen and ones that your so graceful to except it's like the thing you've dreamed off, we conjoined ourselves in high school trying to sneak past the many teachers knowing information of us being friends and trying to grasp a paired seat in every class we had together.