GL One-shots

★[◈?]But I'm Married

(As put on the  title, this might have smut ig??)

3rd Person POV
Bianca groaned and sat up, the events of the previous nights plagued her thoughts.

The feeling of her lips. Her touch. Her skin. Her words. Everything.

"Morning." Jared, Bianca's husband sighed before grabbing his coat from the closet and fixing himself on the mirror. "Morning hun." Bianca smiled. He was bitter for a awhile ever since they found out they were both infertile. He had wanted kids and even though he never said it, Bianca knew he blames himself but he blames her even more.

Intimacy, both romantic and sexual, was gradually disappearing. "I'll be home late, don't wait up." He said before leaving the room. The smile faltered before tears started to prick in the edge of her eyes. What went wrong? This wasn't a man she recognized.

Her phone suddenly rang, she flinched before wiping her tears. "H-hello?" She cleared her throat.

"Biancaaaa! I'm having a party at my house, tonight, wanna join?" Her best friend, Ken said excitedly.

This made Bianca chuckle. "Aren't we too old for parties?"

"Oh hush, I'm dreading getting white hairs already, don't add on it."

Bianca can imagine Ken doing the gay hand thing. "Uhuh right, fine, I'll go. As long as you guys have wine."

"Duh, luv ya, see you later!" Ken hung up leaving Bianca alone with her thoughts again, which meant nothing good as per usual. 

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As Bianca was getting ready to leave she sent a message to her husband.

Me: I'm heading out, Ken is throwing a dinner party.

Hubby: [seen]

Bianca pursed her lip upwards as tears threatened to appear again, this, this was not the husband she knew and loved at all, her efforts seemed to be thrown down the drain completely. She sighed and slammed the door shut to wait for a taxi. The snow fell slowly indicating the middle of winter, this only made Bianca dread even more, Christmas is on it's way, it's actually in two weeks, she had to put up the facade that she was happy with Jared to hers and his family again, finally she spotted a taxi so she waved her hand to call it over. 

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The party was bustling and Bianca was hours in and already leaning and 3rd wheeling with her best friend and his boyfriend. "Ey, how's you and Jared?" Brad, Ken's boyfriend brought up, Bianca couldn't help but roll her eyes, her sadness turned into pettiness. "That man makes me drier than the Sahara-" She downed a shot of whisky. "-and I figured he doesn't love me anymore." She shrugged. Ken cooed and patted her shoulder. "Hey, it's gonna be alright hun, have you thought of divorcing him?" Bianca shook her head. "I can't afford that, not in this economy at least."  Bianca sighed and downed another shot. 

"Oh right, I wanted to introduce you to a friend of ours, well, she's more like our boss but hey, she's pretty chill." Brad stood up to grab their friend, maybe she could help Bianca someway. "Yeah sure." At this point, Bianca was beyond feeling like absolute shit as the alcohol in her system gave her ecstasy and calm. "Here she is, Bianca meet-"

Bianca breathed out as her face seemed to be tinted pink. "-Sapphire." 

"Wonderful to see you again, Bianca." The woman, Sapphire, sporting an elegant, rich looking gown, her smile made Bianca's knees weak. "Oh, you guys know each other?" Ken raised his eyebrows surprised. "Yeah, w-we met at a bar once." Bianca grinned as Sapphire sat next to her on the couch. "It was a delight meeting her. Right?" Sapphire glanced to Bianca with a knowing look. 

(Yeah this has smut, kindly skip the text written in italic, if you don't wanna read that)

"-right, my little bunny?" Sapphire's grip on Bianca's waist was firm as she was knuckles deep in Bianca, fingering her. "Yes, yes, yes, yessss." Bianca moaned and hissed with pleasure as they were stowed in the VIP room Sapphire bought on the spot.

Bianca shook the flashback out of her head as she grinned. "Yeah! It came to a surprise when she owned the bar herself." She looked at Sapphire and stuck her tongue out playfully making Sapphire giggle. 

Brad and Ken looked at each other with a knowing look before both slapping 50 dollars on the table in front of them betting something that the girls were too entranced in conversation to notice. "-how is the life of business going?" Bianca tilted her head, leaning on the couch. "Well it's going really good so far, made some deals and investments recently, it was never better-"

 "-better than your measly husband?" Sapphire was pinning Bianca against the wall, both of them nude and sweating from their body heat, her fingers pounding into Bianca with incomparable speed. "Yes..! Oh god yess..." Bianca mumbled in a mix of incoherent words as she was getting close to edge. "Awhh, good girl." Sapphire cooed and that did it, Bianca came. Hard. Her nectar, as Sapphire described it, dripped down her inner thighs, making Bianca shiver.

"Oh I see, I see." Bianca perked up as Sapphire drank a shot as the memories was replaced by the burning of the whisky she felt in her throat. "May we take this conversation somewhere else  as I am in need of a smoke, this one-" Sapphire tilted to her towards Brad, "-has asthma." She teased, Bianca  giggled as Brad huffed. "It's mild and you know it!" Brad whined as Bianca and Sapphire head to the guest room where there was a connected balcony attached. Once they've arrived, Bianca's nervousness sky rocketed like crazy before she felt Sapphire's hand on top of her head, always as gentle as ever. "You've been drinking like crazy, darling, is everything alright.?" 

In all honesty, she had expected Sapphire to undress her and start fucking her senseless, it was always what happened... ah well.. it was Bianca that loved to avoid the question. "I'm fine,  mistress." Bianca smiled, trying to get them into a scene but Sapphire shook her head, "Cinnamon." She whispered softly, calling out the safe word gently as she guided them to sit on the edge of the bed. "Huh?" Bianca asked in a daze. "Do not got me wrong, I enjoy our times together, I really do, yet... there is something is eating you from the inside out, I am worried for you, mon amour." Sapphire pressed a soft kiss on Bianca's head, holding her cheek softly. "We can't have a goddess like you be plagued by the darkness of one's self after all, you are too precious.." 

Bianca's throat dried as she felt the tears start to tickle the edge of her eyes, her heart swelled with both pain and love as her hand trembled to grip on Sapphire's arms that was around Bianca, she sniffled as she choked down a sob. "Hey, hey.." Sapphire's gentle touch stung and comforted Bianca at the same ways, she felt she needed to pull away yet she desired to sink deeper into her lover's touch.

Bianca, plagued with her inner battles could do nothing but sink and weep all while Sapphire held her like her life depended on it.

"Je t'aime, Mon amour." Those words, even in a different language, Bianca understood what it meant.

"Saph... We can't keep doing this.." Bianca sobbed out. "Shhh, shhh, I know, I know. It is you who sought me out, and right now, it is pure circumstantial." Sapphire ran her fingers through Bianca's hair. "I am here, no matter what, all for you." The tender words made Bianca cry harder, no one had treated her with so much love in such a long time and yet here she was, in the arms of a woman who she wasn't even in an actual relationship and she herself was married. 

She had wished she met Sapphire early on so she didn't feel like filth and she didn't have to be in this odd situation. "Look at me, amour." Sapphire spoke when Bianca's crying had turned into small sobs. Bianca tilted her head up and sniffled. Sapphire's thumb brushed against her cheek. to wipe off the tears. "No more tears, I hate to see you suffer alone." Sapphire smiled a sad and gentle smile, Bianca mirrored it as she closed her eyes.

Maybe.

Maybe another night with Sapphire doesn't sound so bad.

(Is this a cliffhanger? Maybe)