Someone Save Me from My New Neighbor!

11

Chapter Eleven

It's been about two weeks since Zoro and I went our separate ways. For the most part, things have pretty much gone back to normal. Either he was avoiding me, or the overdose situation had him too busy at the club because I haven't seen him not once since that day. It's like he wasn't even living there anymore even though I know he is.

The bad part was that even though he's all but disappeared, I still miss him, and I still think about him all the time. Mainly the sex since that's all we did, but I remembered how sweet he was towards me... (even if it was because he was addicted to my body.)

God, why am I still not over it? I wondered as I sat on my couch, scrolling through Twitter. It's been two whole weeks. Yet here I am, vision getting blurry by tears as I think about his stupid green head. I wiped my eyes and stood up to go out onto the balcony. I want to smoke again.

I lit a cigarette and sat down on one of my chairs. I blew the smoke out before hitting it again. I hate this. Stupid moss for brains making me feel like this...

I want to see him.

Suddenly, I could hear my phone ringing from inside. I sighed and set my cig down somewhere down safe and went to retrieve it. My mood dropped even more when I noticed it wasn't Zoro calling me.

"Hey, Ace. What's up?"

"Still depressed I see," he replies, as I go back outside to finish smoking.

"What do you want?"

"Come hang out with us. We're going to the beach."

I sighed, sitting it back down. "Don't feel like it today."

"You don't feel like it any day nowadays."

Ouch.

"Okay, I guess I deserve that." I run my hand over my head, pushing my hair back. 

"Come on. You've been moping around for two weeks. You weren't even a couple."

"I know... I don't know what's wrong with me." It was then that I had started sobbing again. "H- he was a big fat jerk the whole time. He o-ordered me around, and d-d-did whatever he wanted, n-not caring about m-m-my feelings. He p-pissed me off, but I miss him so fucking much. H-he says he was just addicted to my body, b-b-but when his gentle side came out, how can I not fall for him?"

Ace waited for me to stop talking before saying, "I guess this is what they mean when they say, 'the heart wants what the heart wants.' I'm sorry you're in so much pain, Sanji."

"I-It's okay," I sniffled.

"Come on. A day at the beach will cheer you up for a bit."

"Do I have a choice?"

"Nope. I'm five minutes away. Let's carpool."

I stood up in a hurry, dabbing my cigarette out. "W-wait, I haven't showered yet!"

"So? You're just going to have to shower again afterwards. Put your trunks on, and let's go. Chop, chop. Be outside in fifteen, or I'm coming in to get you!"

"Fucking, hell," I grunted as I went back inside. I changed into my swim shorts and put my flip flops on. I went to the bathroom to wash my face and brush out my hair before grabbing my keys and walking out. 

I glanced at Zoro's door and bit my lip as I tiptoed to the elevator. I tried not to look at it more as I waited, but it was hard. I closed my eyes and crossed my arms. Don't cry again. Don't cry again.