The next couple weeks had passed by without incident, which was nice because my family and myself had nothing to worry about. The only thing that kept me on edge was Jacob and how he was getting along in the Volturi clan. My worries was that he wouldn't listen and end up getting himself killed.
Like planned, during the weekend, Nicholi and I went on the first of several dates. We decided it was better to toss out Alice's schedule and do our own thing. Every date since the first consisted of picnics in the flower garden talking about our past and our lifes stories.
Today was different though, because we were talking about the future.
"Where do you plan to be in life in five years?" He asked me.
I shrugged my shoulders. I hadn't really thought about that being the unexpected troubles that always came to my family. Though now that Jacob had made that sacrafice the road to my future was promised and clear.
"I don't know. I guess I'm used to living in the moment." I turned my head as I flushed from embarrasment. "What about you?"
"I'd love to have a wife and maybe a child or two."
I felt my heart stutter. "You want kids?"
The warm air blew around us causing my hair to whisp at my face.
I wasn't even sure I wanted to get married let alone have a child. Of course having lived as long as he had he wants to move forward in his life.
"I'm not sure I want kids." I admitted to him.
I silently shrugged my shoulders. "I haven't exactly been an adult long enough to think about those kinds of things. Truthfully you are the first person I've ever pursued."
He nodded his head. "I see. Your time will come."
I hoped so. If I never wanted kids maybe he wouldn't want to be with me anymore. After all we were courting and if I didn't seem like the ideal type of wife he wanted our session would end very fast.
The sun rose slightly higher into the sky signaling noontime. I closed my eyes as the rays fell onto me smiled. Very slowly I laid back onto the grass and allowed it to take over me.
"The sun is nice yes?" Nicholi chuckled as I heard him laid beside me.
I sighed. "It feels amazing. It's like a warm blanket drifting over me."
I felt Nicholi's hands in my hair and he began playing with it. The feeling of his fingers massaging my scalp was bliss.
He moved into a sitting position and then pulled my head onto his lap before he continued. The only noise in our silence was the rustle of the trees as the wind blew around us. Until he began humming.
"I could get used to this." I grinned.
I felt his finger trace along my bottom lip and then my top lip before the touch returned back to my hair.
"My mother and I went into town the other day and saw...." he paused.
I thought maybe he was thinking but after ten seconds my curiosity grew and I opened my eyes to look up at him.
"What did you see?"
His lips pressed into a hard line before he quickly shook his head. "It's nothing." He ran his fingers over the lids of my eyes. "Relax and enjoy the sunshine."
My forehead scrunched into several stress lines as he tried to avoid the subject. He proceeded to run his fingers along my forehead in an attempt to smooth out the lines.
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Renesmee struggles to understand the complications of being an adult. With those complications comes one that has her deeply torn. Love. With the past between her mother and Jake in the open and the recent realization of her relationship with Jake s...