"Meri zindagi ki sabse badi khwaish.... " Ball point wo hothon me dabai wo soch me padh gayi. Phir ek lamba saans lete hue qadr e babasi se muskurai
"Bht mushkil hai is sawal ka jawab dena"
"Kyu mushkil hai?? " Jaweriya ne usse poocha
"Kyu ke meri bht saari khwaishaat hain, aur har khwaish hi mere liye bht aham hai. " Usne sar jhatakte hue kaha.
Wo dono auditorium ke aqbe hisse me deewar ke saath zameen pe tek lagaye baithi thi. FSC classes me aaj unka aanthwa (8th) din tha, aur us waqt wo dono free period me auditorium ke aqbi hisse me aakar baith gayi thi. Namkeen moongphali ke daano ko ek ek karke khatey hue Jaweriya ne usse poocha,
"Tumhari zindagi ki sabse badi khwaish kya hai Imama? "
Imama ne qadr e hairani se use dekha aur soch me padh gayi,
"Pehle tum batao, tumhari zindagi ki sabse badi khwaish kya hai? " Imama ne jawab dene ke bajaye ulta sawal kar diya.
"Pehle mene poocha hai, tumhe pehle jawab dena chahiye" Jaweriya ne gardan hilai.
"Achha! Theek hai, mujhe aur sochne do" Imama ne fauran haar mante hue kaha.
"Meri zindagi ki sabse badi khwaish.... " Wo badbadaai.
"Ek khwaish to ye hai ki meri zindagi bht lambi ho" Usne kaha
"Kyu? " Jaweriya hasi.
"Bas 50 - 60 saal ki zindagi mujhe bohot choti lagti hai. Kam se kam 100 saal to milne chahiye insan ko duniya me. Aur phir me itna sab kuch karna chahti huhu, agar jaldi mar jaungi to meri zindagi ki saari khwaishaat adhuri reh jayengi." Usne moongphali ka ek dana mooh me daalte hue kaha.
"Achha aur?? " Jaweriya ne kaha.
"Aur ye ke me mulk ki sabse badi doctor banna chahti hu, sabse achhi eye specialist. Me chahti hu ki jab Pakistan me eye surgery ki taarikh likhi jaye to usme mera naam top of the list ho." Usne muskurate hue Aasmaan ko dekha.
"Achha! Aur agar kabhi tum doctor na ban saki to??" Jaweriya ne kaha. "Aakhir ye merit aur qismat ki baat hai"
"Esa mumkin hi nahi hai. Me itni mehnat kar rahi hu ke merit par soorat aaungi. Phir mere walidain ke paas itna paisa hai ki agar me yahan kisi medical college me na ja saki, to wo mujhe behroone mulk bhijwa denge."
"Phir bhi agar kabhi esa ho ke tum doctor na ban sako to? "
"Ho hi nahi sakta. Ye meri zindagi ki sabse badi khwaish hai, aur me is profession ke liye sab kuch chodh sakti hu. Ye mera khwaab hai aur khwabon ko bhala kaise chodha ja sakta hai. Impossible"
Imama ne qatai andaaz me sar hilate hue hatheli pe rakhe dano me se ek aur dana mooh me dala.
"Zindagi me kuch bhi na mumkin nahi ho sakta, kabhi bhi kuch bhi ho sakta hai. Farz karo, ki tum doctor nahi ban paati to, phir tum kya karogi? Kaise react karogi?"
Imama ab so h me padh gayi
"Pehle to me bht roungi, bohot hi zyada, kai din aur phir me mar jaungi"
Jaweriya be-ikhtiyaar hasi
"Aur abhi kuch der pehle to tum keh rahi thi ki tum lambi zindagi chahti hoho, aur abhi tum keh rahi ho ke tum mar jaogi"
"Haan, to phir zinda rehkar kya karoongi? Saare plans hi mere medical ke hawale se hain, aur phir ye cheez zindagi se nikal gayi, to phir baaqi rahega kya"
"Yaani tumhari ek badi khwaish, doosri badi khwaish ko qatl kar degi? "
"Tum ye hi samajh lo. "
"To phir iska matlab to yehi hua ke, tumhari sabse badi khwaish doctor banna hai, lambi zindagi pana nahi"
"Tum keh sakti ho."
"Achha! Agar tum doctor na ban saki, to phir marogi kaise? Khudkhushi karogi ya tabai maut? ? "
Jaweriya ne badi dilchaspi se poocha
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