The Giants Dragon (Loki x Fem reader)

Chapter 20: Secrets

(Y/n)'s POV

The way they all looked at me, was terrifying. "Please, what's going on?" They all look at me as if I'm a bomb about to go off. "Mom please, tell me what's going on!" She looks away, and Dad wraps an arm around her middle. Tony looks away from me.

"Look, Kid... Want to know the truth? Fine! You traded the memories of Loki for Natasha's soul, happy?!"

His words make my heart sink, and I want to yell, I want to beg him, to beg all of them, that this was all some sort of sick joke. That Loki didn't care about me, and that I wasn't heartless. "I didn't trade anything, Tony. Loki meant nothing to me." The way Thor winces, makes my stomach plummet. 

"Sweetie it's true." Natasha's voice makes my head snap to her. "I was... I sacrificed myself, for the Soul Stone. Banner couldn't bring me back, but you, you could. But when you did, you sacrificed the memories of you and Loki."

"Why didn't any of you tell me!?" My voice is to shaky for comfort, and I want to tear something apart. Thor glances at Cap, who in turn, glances at Tony, one thought on their mind, How the hell do we do this...

Thor speaks, "Loki all but threatened us not to... The subject was too delicate at the time. Loki didn't want to add any extra stress on you." As he says this, I wonder... Just how many other things were they hiding from me? What else did I lose, in exchange for Nat and Gamora's souls? We're they actually my friends? What if more than just my memories of Loki were tarnished by Destiney? I eye them all suspiciously, not knowing who or what to believe anymore. Were these people even my family?

Banner senses my distress first and comes closer to me, while the others keep a healthy distance from me. "(Y/n), you can trust us... Please, you know you can trust us." Do I? Do I really know that they have my best interests at heart? I try to swallow my fears and look away. 

"Listen, I know what you're feeling, (Y/n). You feel scared, defenseless, and hurt." I turn to Bucky; he knows what he's talking about. He has been in the same boat as me, where his memories have been taken and was turned against his friends. I swallow hard, anger swirling inside of me. 

"No, you don't... You know NOTHING!" My shout shocks them, and it should. They deserve to know that I am dangerous. "You know nothing of my life or my feelings."

"I feel you, (Y/n)... And I know you are scared." Wanda's voice once calmed me... Now it only makes me hate her. If she truly felt me she would know I am more scared of them then anything else. What if she was the one meddling with my mind. Is this who I am, is this who I was or was I some monster that they tamed? Were Nat and Banner my actual parents or were the just stationed over me because of how lethal they are. Did they really accept me into their group so quickly, or was it all a lie... A mental manipulation for me to trust them.

 Wanda, Wanda has powers that go beyond understanding. She's the only one capable of this, she did this to me they all did. Thanos gave me liberation and these people lied to me! I can see them all get anxious, seeing that I caught them in their lie. Monsters, they all are monsters... 

"You made me believe you!! You manipulated me, you monsters!!" They all flinch at my accusation. Rage surges through me and I scream, whether from frustration, betrayal, or even desperation I do not know. I can't help this feeling of fear as I turn and run from them. Run from this life, run from everything they gave to me. 

I hear them call after me. Thor wraps his arms around my waist, and I claw at him. He squeezes me, and I almost blackout from lack of air. But my power comes through as I snarl and use magic to burn him. With a pained scream, he lets me go. I run down the hall, barely dodging a kick from Natasha. I. Am. So. Dead. 

I screech, using my power to disorient her long enough to throw her into Clint. I sprint hard and fast for the exit. I can't fly... But that's not my only tool. I grab my bracelet, it's warm. "Take me away..."

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It wasn't long for them to find me, of course I had been waiting for them.

"(Y/n) come with us..." 

I scoff, "Why should I?"...

"We know you, better than you think..." 

I take a step closer, "Tell me."

"Come with us."

I sigh, rolling my eyes, "Fine... I'll come with you."

They smirk, then look me dead in the eye, "Good, thank you (Y/n)."

I smile sweetly, then straighten, "Hail Hydra..."