I didn't come into this world from love. My mother and her husband at the time didn't want children . My father cheated over and over and end up with 13 kids all girls . My mom tried to leave that ended with a busted lip and bruises .
She met someo...
Who has been out in the sun for hours without shade sunscreen, or even a hat.
My body will be suffering.
Eventually, stumbling across my traps I captured what I thought was a rabbit. Only for it to be some kind of mutant squirrel that was the size of a rabbit.
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Its fur was soft. And it was fat.
After the first trap, I ended up getting one more. So I happily walked back my tummy would be filled and I could sleep soundly.
When getting back to camp I started a fire in a hole to contain it. The last thing I needed was a forest fire.
Did I skin the squirrel? I had no clue what these things were. Setting the bad parts aside, I could see if fishing could be an option.
The pelts of these things would be useful later on if I was still here by winter.
I stuffed some of my spices in the squirrels stuck a branch through them and put them over the fire.
The pan would have worked but I didn't want to wash it afterward.
I ate in silence, the crackling of fire was the only sound. I was tired.
Looked over to my little hut and quickly finished the weaving and grass for the roof.
By that time the food was finished. Grabbing the branch I blew on it barely waiting for it was finished cooling. I was eating and trying to blow the hot air out at the same time.
It tasted a little weird from normal but not enough to make me stop eating.
I ended up eating both of them. I also ended up drinking most of the water I had.
Quickly running to the river I filled my little pot and headed back to boil it.
I had gotten dark quicker than I expected.
To keep the fire going all night, I set up logs so they would keep falling, so I didn't have to get up all night.
Setting my mat down and lying in my hut made me feel accomplished. I, Aite had for the first time, since I had met Kenith, accomplished, building, hunting doing this all on my own without him.
I didn't know if I should have been happy or sad. A few tears fell from my eyes. I missed him, I hadn't been alone for years. I wanted someone to talk to. I almost craved it like chocolate.
He had lost his wife when he was 31 she died in a car crash. The drunk driver hit her and boned her car. She died on the way to the hospital.
Her name was Lucy, she was 28.
From what he told me she was the most beautiful woman he had ever met. She could light up the room.
They couldn't have kids, they tried for years but it just never happened.
His favorite food was spaghetti.
Her favorite color was a sunset blue.
She loved all types of animals.
He never stopped loving her, it made me want to find love like that. Even though that was probably near impossible.
I wanted someone to tell me he loved me and thought I was the most beautiful woman in the world. I wanted babies, I wanted to grow old and die watching my kids have kids, and so forth.
I would hope and pray for a life I could never have.
Closing my eyes I wished he was here. I wanted to hear his stories and hear his obnoxious snoring and his sarcastic snide comments.
I wanted to not be lonely.
This is the lay out or kind of what I imagine . Don't come for me if you don't like it .
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Hello, Stitch here
I want to thank you for reading this sad little book. I'll try to upload every other day. It's currently 4:17 am and I just finished this chapter.
I try to write at least every night or afternoon for 20-30minutes but I work two jobs and like my sleep.
I already know who I want her to meet first and I'm so excited. I need to know if you have anything preferences you would like her to meet before others.
