Hating Her

Chapter-26

Adhvik's pov

1 year.
9 months.
24 days.

You are still unconscious orange.
And i miss you even more than i did yesterday.

The last words you said to me before closing your eyes still rings in my head.

'Loo...ks like god.... god granted your wish way too quickly. You must have prayed whole....heartedly.'

'I.... I always loved you , bu.... but right now, i... i just feel... ha...hatred for y..you Mr. Rathore.'

I was an idiot.
I still am.
Maybe just maybe if, instead of arguing, i had just believed you, then you wouldn't have been in this condition.

You just came to sort things out.
And i just messed everything up.
You always thought about me, but what did you get in return?
Hurt and pain. That's what all i ever gave you orange.

The guilt is killing me every day like a slow poison. Just enough to bring me close to death, but never let me die.

It should've been me who got into the accident instead of you. You don't deserve the pain you have been bearing. You don't deserve to miss out on your life like this orange.

The doctors said that there are high chances that you'd never wake up, but there still are chances that you might. Not for me but for your family, won't you?

I miss you orange. I can forget to breathe, i can forget to eat but i can't forget you. Not even for a second.

A few days after your accident, Ms. Sharma took her case back, and after a few more days, dad.... i mean, Mr. Rathore was sentenced to prison. I feel ashamed that i am his son.

Swastik Shrivastav was right. Mr. Rathore ra...raped his mother and destroyed all the evidence, and when his mother tried to file a lawsuit, he turned things against their family, and they had to back off.

I don't know what kind of disgusting person he is.
I hate him.
I hate him, but i hate myself more.
I hate myself for not trusting orange.
I hate myself for saying those words to you.

"You never even loved me."

'You know what! Just leave Brinda Mittal. I don't want to see your face ever again!!'

When will you wake up orange?
It's been so long.
Just wake up already.
I want to apologize to you.
I want to make things right.
I want to tell you how much I love you.
I just want to be with you.

I know i don't deserve you, but trust me, I am ready to go to any extent to become worthy enough for you.

My thoughts halted when i heard a knock on the door of my cabin.

"Bhai, the preparations of presentation are done. Let's get back home." Rudra, my younger brother and now the CEO of Rathore Group of Co's, said.

After Mr. Rathore was convicted, and the company faced huge losses. At that time, Rudra took up the responsibility to revive the company, and he did it. He is way more talented and deserving than me.

We reached home. We were not going to the office regularly since Naina got married to Orange's brother.

I sat down on the bed after freshening up. I was scrolling through my phone when i received a text from Naina.

Naina:
Brinda woke up.

I read it again and again and again and again and again.
It's not a dream.
I am not hallucinating.
Orange really woke up.
After 22 long months.