Soft Tears ◇ SoKi

2.3

this may or may not be the last update guys >:))) there will be lots of pov changes and perhaps some time skips. so be ware. also. tw for like forceful intimacy- and mentions of suicide and self harm. anyways let's get to it!!

maka's pov !!

i woke up in the middle of the night and immediately went on my phone. when i opened my phone it was on my notes app.

"oh fuck it"

i copy and pasted the writing and sent it to Death the Kidd.

"i hope he understands."

——elsewhere——

Kidd's pov !!

I heard my phone buzz from the end table beside my bed. and opened it immediately. It was from Maka.

"who's it from?"

"Just my dad"

"oh, alrighty"

i read the entire message and then it clicked. Soul lied. when Soul said he had broken up with Maka, he lied.

i was filled with an immense amount of guilt.... and also, disgust. and even disappointment. i started thinking of what to say in response. and i began typing.

hey maka, first off uh thank you for messaging me. although it wasn't done under happy circumstances, i still really appreciate you reaching out. Second off. I had absolutely no clue that you guys were still together. Soul told me that he broke up with you and that he was Bisexual and you guys were chill. i had zero clue that he was lying. and i'm going to bring it up to him. Honestly though, i would love to talk about this in person. and i honestly feel awful. if i had known that you guys were still together, i would've stopped his advances immediately. I am sorry Maka.

sent. i sent it.

MAKA POV NOW

as i read Kidd's message i got even more pissed

HE LIED TO YOU???? well i guess we have that in common. anyways yes i would love to talk calmly in person. Gods he pisses me off. I accept your apology Kidd. i know you wouldn't have ill intentions about anything. unlike someone. well i'm free this entire week. so why not meet up uhhh saturday?

i waited for his response. he said yes.

awesome. thank you.

third person pov

the next few days went by fast. in fact it felt like it went by in the wink of an eye for both Maka and Kidd.

eventually it came time for them to meet up. they went to a nearby park and sat on a bench

"where do i even begin..." Kidd sighed as he looked down at his feet

"the beginning?" Maka chuckled making Kidd feel a little embarrassed.

"yeah i guess that would make the most sense..."

and so, Kidd started from the very beginning to how he confessed his feelings for Soul in probably the most difficult way possible and time. The male had found him self harming and there were so many emotions. He explained how Soul was super comforting and kind. And how he grew more and more attached. he told Maka everything. absolutely. everything. and by the end of it. She was crying.

"Why didn't you tell any of the others about the self harming? i mean...i'm assuming Liz and Patty knew about it right?" Maka gave Kidd a concerned look.

"I just didn't want to burden you all" He looked at Maka with a frown.

"you wouldn't have been a burden. at all." Maka smiled at him and place her hand on his shoulder