Drill the shit into my head
Bloody my teeth
I never really learn
But that's all on me
Don't think for one second
That they didn't warn me
That what I say will get me
But now I'm awoke and I see
That I don't want to the white in a red world
Don't want to be defined as a girl
Because I know deep down that isn't me
I don't want to be replaced by a robot
Don't want to become an afterthought
I want to stay original and want to be me
I need
A witness
To see
The help me
Please save me
From my brain
It's a maze
It has trapped me in its power
I need a witness now
Don't believe that I'll make it out
Can someone please tell me about my childhood
Can someone tell me something that I should
Know or what I should remember even though I would
But I think I'm too scared
I would rather be drugged
Than deal with any teenage thug
It seems like it's a consistent tug
At my mental health and well being
I don't want to be the black in a red world
Don't want to be remembered as a school girl
I want to be remembered for the memories
I don't want to become a robot
Don't want to say that I'm not
Ready to die
I need
A witness
To see
To plead
No guns allowed please
I'm stuck in my mind
There's nothing to find
It's trapped me in its power
I need a witness now
Don't think that I can make it out
I need
A witness
To see
To help me
Please save me
From my brain
It's a maze
It has trapped me in its power
I need a witness now
Please believe me when make it out
I consider myself a warrior of dreams
I always saw the way people would leave
I never said anything on why they leave
I consider myself a temple for the third eye
I know that people see God as a guy
But remember he chooses when you die
I consider myself a warrior of dreams
They always saw the way I would see
Rape and murder as something crazy
I consider myself a temple for the Gods side
I know that people see God as a guy
But remember he's the reason that you die
I don't want to be the gray in a red world
I no longer see myself as a girl
I just think that I'm someone unique
I don't want to become a robot
Don't think that the world will stop
It's still a dollar for each pop from me
I need
A witness
To free
To free
Please save me
From my brain
It's a maze
It has me trapped in its power
I need a witness now
And now I can see I'll make it out
I need
A witness
To plead
To free
Please save me
From my brain
It's a complicated maze
It had me trapped in its power
I need a witness now
And I know I can make it out
YOU ARE READING
Riley
PoetryThis is the end. After 5 years of writing and releasing poetry, it's time for us to end on a good note. I have been writing this collection for a few months and I'm so proud of what has come from it. I named this "Riley" because this is that Cindere...
