Fight For Me.

Chapter 5, Sly Makings.

You were awoken by the sound of your phone ringing to the song "Centuries" by Fall Out Boy. You rolled over to see who it was, but felt something against you. You come face to the sleeping face of Karkat. "Wha...?" Your eyes widen. WHY WAS HE IN YOUR BED?! WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT?! You check to make sure your still fully clothed, and breathe a sigh of relief to see that you still are. You force your self to calm down. To remember. You immediately freeze. Your dream. Your conversation. You had shown him your most utter time of weakness, and he had stayed for you. To comfort you in your time of need. You smile slightly. Maybe this can work after all. You hope it can, because you really do like him. You hear your phone ring again and grab it quickly and gently trying not to wake him up.

"Hello?" you answer without looking at the called ID. "WHAT THE HELL WAS THE MESSAGE ABOUT?! I WAS SO SCARED. ANSWER ME THIS INSTANT LITTLE GIRL!!!" Oh shit. Jade. Fuck fuck fuck. You get out of bed as fast and gently as you can, you really don't wanna wake him up. "Hold on shh. Kar's asleep. Give me a second I promise I'll explain." You hear a loud huff from the line, and giggle a little. She's so funny you just love her. Once you're outside your room with the door closed, you start explaining everything to her, again emotions swell up inside you, threatening to over flow, but you force it down. You can't break down again, you just couldn't handle it. You hear her gasp a few times over the line. You left out the part that Karkat slept in your bed with you last night though, you really don't want her to get the wrong impression of you.

"Can you just come get me, or I come get you? I don't really wanna be home today. Please." "Ok yeah sure I'll be there in 30. You better be ready cause I know you love to take like 5830846 years to get ready!" You hear her laugh and smile, "I'll be ready in 20. Promise. Love you, see you soon." You hang up the phone, and set to get ready, eating as fast as you can handle, brushing through your tangled hair, and getting dressed. You had some time to spare, so you decide to put a touch of make up on. Not a lot really, just some eye liner and mascara. You think it'd be a bit rude to just leave without telling him or something, so you leave a note to Karkat saying; "Hey, I'm sorry but I just need to get out of the house today. I have my cell if you need me or anything, I promise I'm ok, just need sometime with Jade. I'll be back later. Bye." You added a little heart on the side, just as an extra measure to show him that you're really ok.

-------------------------------------------------------------Karkat's Pov----------------------------------------------------------

You groan and roll over, expecting to see her next to you, but are caught off guard when she's not there. Oh shit. Fuck where is she? Did you do something weird in your sleep? Fuck. Ok calm down. It's ok. You're sure she'd would've woken you up if you did. You sit up. What you do realize is that you're naked. Oh fuck. Good thing the blanket was still on. You have a bad habit of sleeping naked, and it's gotten you in trouble a few times in the past. You look around the room to make sure she wasn't around, and got up to but your boxers on, they had tiny crabs on them. Since you were a cancer, she thought it'd be funny to buy them for you as a gag gift on your wriggling day one time. You secretly loved them, and wore them a lot. Though she doesn't know since you both do your laundry at different times.

After you have them on, you turn to walk out the bedroom door, but realize, that maybe you should but some pants on or something. You really don't want to make her uncomfortable after what happened in her dream. You still find it amazing how she actually asked you to stay with her last night. You loved the feeling of her next to you while you slept. It stirred something inside you in more ways than one. NO! DON'T THINK LIKE THAT JEGUS FUCKING CHRIST. You're not even dating yet what are you thinking you piece of shit. Gog damn. Uhg. You put on some pants and walk out shirtless. You can be a little free right? It's not like you have those boob things anyways. You look around the apartment for her, and start to get a bit worried when you can't find her. Just as you begin to get frantic, you find her note, and immediately call her. "Fuck come on answer.... WHAT THE FUCK BULDGE LICKER? YOU COULDN'T HAVE WAITED FOR ME TO WAKE UP?!" You yell into the phone. She made you so worried that you had gotten slightly angry. "I'm sorry ok? I just needed sometime with Jade. I'm still kinda panicked, and she always calms me down. Yeah, that was wrong of me, is there anyways you can forgive me?" She asked. Oh, there were so many ways you could think of, right down to the part with her panting under you... NO FUCK STOP IT YOU SHIT HEAD GOG DAMN IT. "Just come home safe ok shit head?" You respond gruffly. "Ok. Will do." You could hear her smile through the phone. It seems she's ok, so you're happy. You said a quick goodbye and hung up the phone.

WHY CAN'T YOU CONTROL YOURSELF FOR ONE MINUTE? Ever since you accidentally saw her naked that one time, you couldn't stop thinking of the curves of her body, the shape of her. Her perfectly shaped boobs, the way her hair wrapped around her, and oh god, the junction between her... STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP. Oh my gog. Why. Why must this happen, now of all times. WHY NOW, WHEN YOU'RE ALONE. At least when she's here you can't do anything, but she's not here right now and.. No. You're not gonna give in. You got fully dressed and went to the thing which the humans called a "Gym". It's where they supposedly get fit and what not, so you go there whenever you're feeling like this. Which is more often than not since that "incident". You stay at the gym for about an hour, then leave to go home and take a cold ass shower. You seriously need to get your buldge in check. You can't just be getting erections whenever shes around ya know. Since you don't know what to do for the rest of the day, you sit down and channel flip until she gets home. But you actually end up falling asleep way before she even gets home.

--------------------------------------------------------------Your POV--------------------------------------------------------------

You come home to see Karkat asleep on the couch, so you walk over, put a blanket on him, turn the TV off and kiss his forehead. He stirs a little in his sleep, says your name, and grab your arm. "What the fu---" You're cut off as he pulls you down and pins you under him. "Karkat? What the fuck do you think you're doing?!" You realize, that he's still asleep. What the fuck? How can he act like that but still be asleep?! He nuzzles your neck and purrs slightly, lowering himself on top of you, not to do anything bad, but just to hold you. he shifts you both to where he's spooning you. You smile slightly, shaken a little because, honestly, you didn't know what was about to happen. But you slowly drift off into a peaceful sleep, happy that you'll finally be 21 tomorrow.