Forgive or Forget You SAMPLE

Chapter Two

Tonight I was going on a date with Chris, a proper one.

It was hard to believe that we had only met a mere week ago but something had felt so right between us, I actually almost passed out once I found out his age, I never thought he was in his thirties but it shocked him even more when I told him I wasn't bothered, he didn't care that I was somewhat younger than he was which was a relief.

The night we had shared a kiss Chris stayed over, we never slept together but he did share my bed, and he held me close to his body all night as the loud rain poured heavily against the windows, I guess we were kind of boyfriend and girlfriend but it wasn't official.

I was beyond nervous and Adam had no idea about Chris, he would freak if he knew, especially that he had stayed over the night, my brother was very protective of me.

There was a knock on my door and walked on shaky legs over to open it, I was met with a handsome looking Chris who was in a casual v neck shirt and dark blue jeans “you look beautiful” he smiled, I was only in red skinny jeans, a black baggy shirt and black slip on shoes.

“You look better” I grinned, my heart rate picked up as he stepped closer towards me.

“I missed you all week” he murmured, my hands wrapped around his neck and I stood up on my toes to meet him halfway for a kiss.

Chris drove, we were heading out to see a movie, very cliché but we had similar taste in movie's and the new Flight one looked pretty good.

Two and a half hours later we walked out of the cinema, hand in hand and trying to keep a straight face from the heated make out we had done in the middle of the cinema.

“the date isn't over yet” he grinned pulling me away from his car as I went to walk over to it, his arm wrapped around my waist pulling me closer into his chest.

“It’s almost midnight” I looked around at the near empty park as we walked across the road.

“Just come for a walk” he kissed the side of my head.

We walked around to a lake, there was absolute silence and it was peaceful, it was nice and a quiet change from the loudness that normally fills my day.

“Charlotte, I have a feeling you may freak out a little but I need to get this off my chest before anything else happens” Chris cleared his throat sitting down on the park bench and bringing me down on his lap.

“Do you not want to see me again?” I whispered

“I want to see you every day, I want to get serious with you and let the world know that your mine”

I smiled looking back at him “I want to be yours Chris, I want to get serious with you as well”

I wanted to be his forever and ever, to live happily ever after.

Lucy was finally in a content routine, it did take a little while but we was now there, she slept and woke every four hours during the night, it didn't bother me to much since I had a hard time sleeping anyway, most of the time I would just lay there wide awake staying at the ceiling and thinking, my only thoughts were about Chris the entire time.