Delusional fixations

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It's winter season, guess I failed.
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open eyes? It felt like they've shut for years.
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(Wait we started?)..
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You always fixate!..
On way too much shit!..
Self growth is so harmful..
Cause are you really yourself?!..
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You want the perfect body!..
You want a perfect love!..
And yet you sit there..
Crying over him!..
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You have no heart..
You have no soul..
You tell him your trauma..
He laughs with his friends..
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You thought it was fate!..
But he was being fake!..
Now you panic in the hallway!..
Thinking he's just late!..
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You always fixate!..
On the little things!..
You want a therapist..
They see through your disguise!..
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Mental exhaustion!..
Gave you this feeling!..
You're not being honest!..
You're acting so blind!..
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You thought you were special!..
When he told you "confessions!"..
But they were all lies!..
To manipulate an expression!..
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Now your heart is buried!..
Wishing for a second chance!..
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You thought it was fate!..
But he was being fake!..
You cried in the hallway..
Cause you were easily replaced!..
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You told your friends he cares!..
That couldn't be more wrong, dear!..
Told your mom he was the one!..
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He had different intentions!..
He used you as bait!..
To make all his friends laugh!..
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Your feelings were a joke!..
Do you get it now?!..
He had you wrapped around his finger!..
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You thought it was fate!..
But he was being fake!..
You left the party..
Cause you were already replaced!..
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But he knew you would wait!..
No matter how late!..
Crying in your bedroom..
Filling you with hate!..
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You were everything.
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A mental breakdown in real time.
<no more3
-Fares

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