Reborn In UNDERTALE!?

[04]

The next day, after confesing to Flowey about what I was... I'm regreting everything.

Not because something bad happened, I just now felt like it was a bad idea...

But it's probably just my anxiety.

Ugh, now if or... when he resets he will know and god who knows what he might do with this info? Ok, maybe I am overthinking it, but I'm just worried ok!?!?!

No wait, calm down Hope, it's fine. He might not reset... or do horrible things to just...

Ugh this is not working.

You know what? It's still too early to think about this.

I am gonna go outside, have walk, maybe eat some snack and then maybe see what can I do about this.

"Bye mom."

I say to the photo of her, yes, I know to you it may seem out of the blue but... she fell down. I mean... I do miss her, she was the best. I just... wish she could have seen the sun.

I promised I would see the stars for her. 

Now I just made myself sad...

I'm so bad at comforting myself it's soooo... not funny.

You know? One of the good things about being a fluffy dog is that cold is not as cold. Sadly it makes the warm areas be even more warn and unbaerable.

I already hated the summer times, I couldn't stand it and now It's probably gonna be worse. 

But maybe seeing the sun again may be nice, it's... really hard to tell time here.

And the underground is very nice but I guess I just miss my old life.

It was trash and boring but... not all of it was terrible.

"What are you looking up for?" I jump when I hear Flowey talk to me. "Woah, sorry didn't mean to scare you... again." Shut up, I know you're not sorry, you're smilling!!! 

Whatever...

"Oh hi Flowey, yes I am doing fine thanks for asking."

"Geez, why are you so moddy today?"

"No reason, just... not feeling up to talk to... why are you here anyways?"

"Ah well, thing is I was with Papyrus and I decided to help him about him being in the royal guard so I went to meet Undyne, she was defensive but I managed to make her spill the beans, then I decided to help her make amends with Papyrus about lying to him about letting him join in, that's when I noticed you weren't there, I asked Papyrus and he said you'd be having a walk somewhere." Oh wow, glad that's cleared up. 

"So... you came to...?"

"Oh, I just thought I could... make you company." Right...

"Admit it, you wanted to ask about me being human and s... all that."

"You can curse in front of me, I'm not a baby."

"How old were you again? Also, didn't deny my accusation so, ask away little bud."

"Doesn't matter, and yeah... Wait, bud?" I don't say anything. "Whatever, I was just curious, what was your life like?"

"Let's see... I was a nobody, I didn't have friends and... the only time I decided to spend my time with one..." I try to leave it vague, I really should be careful with what I say around this guy. 

"Did you had a... best friend?"

"Oh yeah, they were the best, one of the good things I had, we were insaparable, we were like siblings." She was my best friend for years, we meet since we were very young.

"Heh, you really care for... them."

"Yeah, I did and I guess I still do, even if... I know I will never see them again."

"Hey you never know, maybe they're closer than you imagine."

"Oh yeah, totally. Me getting reincarnated was something but them getting reicarnated too? Yeah, not happening. I think it's better if I don't see them."

"Why?"

"Well, I think I wasn't the greatest... friend. I mean, I wasn't a bad one but maybe I should have been better..." I guess I knew I could be better. Always knew. Now, I can't don anything about it. And all I can do is regret never changing, at least now I can atleast try to be better, and I think I'm doing pretty good so far. I was never too honest about feelings for one.

Maybe Flowey sees that I'm kinda down so he changes the subject.

"Well, how is it being reborn as a monster?"

"it's actually pretty awesome, I have MAGIC! That will always be a win." I summon a couple of spears and make a drawing of a smiling Flowey, I train with Undyne and Papyrus, inevitable that I would get really good at it. I dispel my magic. "It's soo cool. But I do miss having hands, you never know what you have until you lose it... I can't grab crap!"

"Don't I know what that's like..."

"Oh yeah, you don't have hands either."

"I have vines! I can still grab stuff."

"... Ok, win for you I guess." He smiles proudly. "I'm also stil a bit unsure about something... but now that you know I'm not a monster you can answer a question of mine."

"Sure, what is it?"

"Well... I have been staying away from chocolate because I know it's harmful to dogs but... since I'm a dog monster, well... do you think I could eat it?"

"Yeah, it should be fine, especially if it's monster chocolate."

I let out a sigh of relief.

"You really like chocolate huh?"

"I mean, most humans do soo... I guess I'm normal."

"Is it weird to be a dog?"

"I mean it was a bit at first. I had to learn how to walk with four legs, but after that, it's been okay..." Lucky to not have species dysphoria or something. "I like dogs and all, but I don't like how my tail wags without me willing it, it just happens! And it's kind of embarrasing but I can't express it without comming out as weird, because why would a dog be embarrased about that? I also try not to do more 'human' way of moving my body, because I think that would be weird too, why couldn't have I been bipedal like other dogs I've seen?" I let myself fall onto the floor, doesn't hurt since I have short legs. 

"There there." Flowey uses one of his vines to pat me in the head, I can feel my tail wag a bit, this I really won't admit to anyone, but I guess I liked being petted too... and if you tell anyone I'll kill you okay!

I stand suddenly, startiling Flowey.

"Welp, enough moping around, let's go check on Paps."

"Sure thing, best friend."

I am still confused about why they decided to call me out of anyone their best friend. But you know, even if it doesn't last, even if... in another timeline I get killed, at least in this one, everything is going okay.

[Update cuz yeah

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