ALONE

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L.A.

Oh-oh, oh- ohOh- oh, oh-ohAnd I never felt so alone, felt so alone, na-naAnd I never felt so alone, felt so alone, na-naAnd I never felt so alone, felt so alone, na-naAnd I never felt so alone, felt so alone, na-na

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Oh-oh, oh- oh
Oh- oh, oh-oh
And I never felt so alone, felt so alone, na-na
And I never felt so alone, felt so alone, na-na
And I never felt so alone, felt so alone, na-na
And I never felt so alone, felt so alone, na-na

i look at myself in the mirror looking at my stomach thinking why don't i look like these models. Why did he leave me

I feel so alone. and I don't want to tell Chris and nick that I feel alone. Because maybe just maybe he wouldn't understand how I feel about myself.

In a whip (whoa), thinkin'', "what if (whoa)
You and this (whoa) never existed?"
Hallow kiss (whoa), bottle liquor (oh)

I smiled in the mirror thinking about the time me and Matt kissed. I smiled when back at the memory. i quickly stopped smiling once I noticed that what happened after that. i had thoughts.

I had thoughts that me and Matt never existed because of girls who are prettier than me.

i felt sick.

Man, I'm sick, man, I'm schizo
All- white leather
You know this man ain't shut without you in the interior ( I'm dyin' somewhere in the dark)

people always say me and Matt are together. that me and Matt are always ride or dies. I remember when once I was talking to Nick he once's told me that Matt ain't shit without me or him or his brothers.

All- white leather
And I think "what if we weren't ridin' and dyin' together?"

i smiled thinking of me and Matt's date late night dates. He was wearing a white leather jacket. he looked so good. That was until someone texted me saying "Matt's cheated" I didn't believe them.

they always find a way to make it happened. but it did have me thinking if it would happened.

Did it happen?

The whole world would fall apart
And I never felt so alone, felt so alone, na-na (never felt so alone, woo! Alone)
And I never felt so alone, felt so alone, na-na

i felt so alone by myself knowing my relationship with Matt didn't work out. But I wished it did. i loved him.

i still do love him.

I thought you were new my best friend (my)
Wish I knew better then
Who knew you were just out to get me
My whole world just fell apart

i always that's me and matt would last long. But he cheated. He gotten a new girlfriend after that. Chris and Nick hate her. She's a attention seeker and the fans see that too.

But once I found out his new girlfriend I felt so alone.

'Cause I never felt so alone, felt so alone, na-na
I could never be more alone than when I ain't got you here.

but now that I figured out being alone isn't the worst thing. It might be the worst feeling but having Nick and Chris and the fans feeling my emotions and supporting me I couldn't feel any happier.

oh and btw Matt and his new girlfriend broken up.

Sucks to suck

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