It's your fault I'm gay.

Chapter 17: Dont Go.

{EDGAR}
I could feel breath on my back..
I was worried to see who was towering over me and I didn't really want to know. I felt a hand on my shoulder.
"Amigo" the voice quickly came familiar to me
I turned around
"Valentino?! What the helllll are you doing here??" I yelled whispered voice like
He smirked and looked at me bending down.
" I couldn't really hold back how I felt Eddy" he looked at me
I could feel weird tingles in my blood because I didn't like where it was all going and I wanted to escape.
I stuttered trying to hold back my actions and words.
He rubbed his hands against my back and I let short breathes reaching at him telling him to stop.
He bent down and whispered in my ear
"Go get him"
"W-what" I replied
"Go get Phil... You two love eachother if you don't act now I'll butt fuck you" he whispered
I jumped back and looked at him nodding as he slipped out of my window and I turned the light on.
What
The
Honest
F*CK
I sat on my bed rubbing my hands through my hair and sighing .. Shaking and confused.
"I need to see him"
Thought Edgar.
"I need to tell him"
Edgar got up and burst his door open it was about 12am at night and I ran past Chris's room he wasn't there, he was still downstairs fighting with mom and dad. I slipped out the back door and I could see Chris looking at me from the corner of his eye it was so subtle but he looked at me and smiled as if he was trying to tell me to go get him and never let him go almost. I ran down the sidewalk and tried to slow down reading the house numbers to find his house. Out of breath I stopped to someone on the otherside of the street.
I tried to make it out who it was..
It couldn't be "Phil?" I muttered under my breath. Whoever it was looked over and I felt like running.

{PHIL}
I just went out to go for a walk.
I wanted to think some stuff out and get them off of my chest. I wasn't expecting I wasn't expecting to see him.
But there he was standing .. Standing on the other side of the street. I stopped and stared and I lifted up my hand to do a little wave. The road was quiet so I walked over to him. He looked so afraid but I wasn't I rubbed my hand against my thigh and could feel my denim jeans and he soft rip on them. Edgar was looking down.
"Edgar.." I put my hand on his shoulder.
"Go away phil! Go away!! Im not coming back!! Im done with you!!!!!! Im done with you!" He yelled and it hurt my ears. It hurt to hear the pain in his words. I jolted forward and hugged him tightly and hushed his struggles to get free. "St..stop" he started crying and I could feel his hands on my sides tightly gripping my coat. I lifted up his chin "Edgar.. Tell me what's wrong" I said " JUST TELL ME"

{EDGAR}
I stepped back.
"Phil.. Now that Chris and I are getting along" I stuttered "My parents think it's best that we just leave Japan and go back to America"
He quickly gripped my shirt lifting my up slightly.
I could hear yelling of why didn't you tell me many times over and over then he shoved me back and his voice quietly said "Don't go.."
My eyes shakily looked at him.
I exhaled the breath I was holding.
"I want to stay Phil!" I shouted
"You don't understand
I want to stay for Valentino, Miki, Chris, Ching, Sue, Han... And most importantly ..YOU!"
Tears started to pour out of my eyes and I clenched my teeth.
I could feel Phil's hand bringing my head closer to his and then he slowly kissed my cheek.
My heart beat so quickly.
I pulled away and looked at him.
"I won't go" I muttered "I won't leave you"